Sequel ❤️~Why am i never enough

part 32

once i woke up i walked into the living room drinking some pineapple juice and getting a bowl of grapes then i sat on the couch rocking back and forth watching comedy movies and laughing my ass off i sat there like that until i got bored so i got up singing and just like that azlynn was downstairs in her night gown singing with me it felt like we sung and laughed for hours until someone joined us and i jumped a little only thinking it was me and azlynn and that caused azlynn to start laughing while i turned seeing dejuane he picked azlynn up singing with her and me until everyone woke up and started making breakfast once they finished he put azlynn down and she took off running to grab a seat while i jogged upstairs getting thomas then walking downstairs and sitting on the couch

Dejuane: so what you get his name changed to
Y: thomas sadly
Dejuane: sadly my middle name is amazing
Y: ehhh no but maybe
Dejuane: always hating
Y: whatever what happened with your plan
Dejuane: oh um i asked her for some space
Y: some space as in y'all will soon get back together or space as in y'all are done for good
Dejuane: we're done for good i let her keep the ring but nah it's over
Y: so looks like it's time for you to start a new chapter in life
Dejuane: me and only both i guess
Y: i'm bad at love though
Dejuane: well can't blame you for trying
Y: i know right i do be trying shit never works though
Dejuane: kind of worked with me
Y: you are very funny mr mccoy

i got up rolling my eyes and walking to the table with everyone else talking to them and eating after a while we finished eating and walked off going back into the living room and i sat next to dejuane but he kept quiet so i looked at him with an annoyed expression and an irritated smirk on my face

Y: i'll slap you
Dejuane: for
Y: being childish
Dejuane: how am i being childish
Y: you aren't speaking to me
Dejuane: girl what am i doing then
Y: you right

i sat there not talking until everyone went upstairs and it was just me and dejuane i didn't want to talk to him so i got up about to walk off until dejuane grabbed my hand and making me sit on his lap

Dejuane: wait
Y: what do you want
Dejuane: i'm sorry ok i just took it as you saying i wasn't good for you and that it didn't work out with us or something
Y: it didn't but i'm not saying you weren't good for me ass i was saying me and you didn't work as you can tell or we would be together still but there was never even a thought in my mind that i said wouldn't ever do it again

dejuane smiled at me and i smiled back before i got up walking upstairs i decided to go into alejandros room to maybe ask for advice because he's blunt just like kairi but he wouldn't be blunt with me because he's such a softie for me but i know no matter how much alejandro loves me he's going to give me the hard core truth so once i made it his door i twisted the handle and walked in seeing him and angel kissing so i carefully walked out closing the door and decided to just got get the sugar coated version so i went into kairis room but he was making out with gabby so i gave up on going into anyone else's room
and i just walked back downstairs plopping on the couch and leaning my head on dejuanes shoulder

Dejuane: what made you come back down
Y: wanted advice from alejandro he was busy with angel wanted advice from kairi and he was busy with gabby so i'm just gonna figure this out for myself
Dejuane: tell me
Y: alright just remember you offered
Dejuane: um ok
Y: well i'm confused on what to do i don't know if i should give into this guys temptation or just lore away i don't want to get in a relationship again no i just broke up with someone yesterday but i don't know if i should be friends with benefits with them you know what i mean cause haha whole lotta pimp shit but nah for real though i don't know what to do
Dejuane: if the guy is me then i think you should go for it he would love to have you back even though he also just broke up with someone yesterday but if it's another guy then no fuck him
Y: well that's my answer i guess i'll give it a shot
Dejuane: did you mean the friends with benefits thing
Y: maybe or we could just be friends
Dejuane: no i mean sorry for yelling no i like the other idea
Y: of course you do
Dejuane: so wanna keep watching movies
Y: or you could kiss me
Dejuane: that works too

dejuane grabbed my face kissing me and later when we started making out i heard sharan calling my name but without breaking the kiss i put my hand up shooing her away until she grabbed my hand pulling me upstairs while i complained like a child and tried to run back to dejuane but she picked me up with her strong ass and i just gave up while dejuane wiped his mouth seductively laughing at me and i rolled my eyes and looked down until sharan brought us into the room and put me down

Y: you ruined my damn moment
Sharan: fuck that moment we need to talk
Y: about what
Sharan: about shit like why you were kissing dejuane
Y: because he's hot and i miss him
Sharan: do you love him
Y: why are we having this conversation sharan
Sharan: because if you aren't ready to tell your feelings then you shouldn't get back with him oh and also we need to discuss who did this to you kairi and dejuane so sit and i'll call them in here we'll start with you and dejuane talking about your feelings then about who did this

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