once we pulled apart i hugged him one more time before i walked downstairs and said bye to the others then i got in my car and started driving to new york since it was only an hour and forty three minutes away i was just listening to music and eating until a song came on that reminded me of the others and i pulled over on the side of the road breaking down in tears wondering if this was the right decision i was barely gone and i was already missing them so much once i calmed myself down i wiped my eyes and continued driving once i got to the house i looked around and i was definitely in the busy city i got all my bags out the car and took them into my house i was so tired once i finished thankfully the house was already furnished so i just got my cleaning supplies and cleaned everything making sure it wasn't dirty once i finished the whole house i went to my room upstairs and laid my bags down then i just sat on the floor not knowing what to do because usually when i was bored i would talk to the others but i can't do that anymore so i just got up and went to the store to buy groceries while i was there i heard yelling and a smile came across my face because it reminded me of the group i shook my head and finished shopping then paid for my groceries and went back into the parking lot putting them in my car i drove back home and got out my car grabbing the bags
??: hey neighbor welcome to the neighborhood how are you liking it Y: thank you i'm a little home sick right now but it's honestly lovely ??: what made you leave Y: toxic family i just needed to be on my own ??: same here Y: how long have you lived here ??: um i believe two years now i moved here when i was twenty one Y: what made you be the strength to leave so early on ??: i knew that was best for me and i always do what's best for me Y: well i'm twenty two and i'm just now leaving so i guess i don't do what's best for myself ??: hey that's one more year older before i left i'm twenty three now so when you think about it that means it took me twenty one years to even leave Y: it's just when the people you call family are changing you don't want to notice the change in them but sometimes it shines out in the worse moments ??: yea that's really true that's why i left and i don't know if i'm going back Y: i'm really missing it right now not going to lie ??: you're always going to miss it but at the end of the day you have to remember why you left in the first place and that's for a chance at a better life Y: i might not go to them mentally but i definitely have to physically haha ??: well why's that Y: um i might have five kids ??: oh wow and you're only twenty two Y: i know don't judge me ??: i'm not judging that's a lot to deal with so you must be way stronger than you think Y: no just manipulative i let someone get in my head feeding me all these bullshit lies that they loved me dearly and i gave them what they wanted from me ??: so you're strong Y: how ??: you did what someone wanted because they loved you and by the sound of it you love them a lot but you still managed to leave them and everything else behind if that's not strong then i don't know what is Y: yea i guess so ??: it's rude i've gone this long without introducing myself hello i'm santea Y: hey santea i'm y/n Santea: nice to meet you Y: you too um do you think there is anyway you can show me around the city or something i really don't think it's safe to get lost around here Santea: you got that part right but how do you know i'm safe i could be a murder Y: wouldn't be the worse news Santea: are you ok y/n Y: we all gotta be some days right Santea: felt you there but yea just give me a time and date and i'll show you around Y: well neighbor whenever is great for me i really need to find the apple store though so i can get a new number and phone Santea: oh so you're really disconnecting yourself from your past Y: if you knew why i left then you'd understand why i'm doing what i'm doing Santea: i feel like me and you have more in common than we even know Y: it wouldn't be the worst thing since i have no one to talk to and i miss home so much i'm going to need someone to keep me from going back Santea: aht nope if i haven't gone back in two years then you definitely can't after an hour Y: well then i'm going to need you more than you're going to want to be around haha Santea: that's fine by me i don't have friends around here anyways Y: two years here and no friends Santea: this is a big city y/n Y: exactly so wouldn't it be easier to make friends Santea: that's what i thought too but it's way harder Y: oh wow anyways santea it was nice to meet you but i have to get going before my ice cream melts Santea: alright i'll show you the city tomorrow i'll just knock on your door Y: alright see you tomorrow Santea: see you try not to cry too much in your ice cream Y: you did the same thing when you first got here didn't you Santea: haha i sure did Y: i bet you did haha see you tomorrow santea Santea: see you tomorrow
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