To the love of my life,
Michael, sometimes I feel like I will always be that scared little girl that you met in the elevator. I don't know what I did to deserve you. I know in the beginning of our relationship I put you through hell, and even almost got you killed. I will never even be able to express my love for you, as it is absolutely infinite. I know that I'm not the best writer, but you know I've always wanted to be one. I've written you so many things over the years, but I've been too afraid to share them with you. I no longer want to be that scared little girl and share one of them with you. This is something I wrote when everyone was saying we wouldn't last; I'm glad we proved them wrong...
"Mirrorball"
I want you to know
I'm a mirrorball
I'll show you every version of yourself tonight
I'll get you out on the floor
Shimmering beautiful
And when I break it's in a million piecesHush
When no one is around, my dear
You'll find me on my tallest tiptoes
Spinning in my highest heels, love
Shining just for youHush
I know they said the end is near
But I'm still on my tallest tiptoes
Spinning in my highest heels, love
Shining just for youI want you to know
I'm a mirrorball
I can change everything about me to fit in
You are not like the regulars
The masquerade revelers
Drunk as they watch my shattered edges glistenHush
When no one is around, my dear
You'll find me on my tallest tiptoes
Spinning in my highest heels, love
Shining just for you
Hush
I know they said the end is near
But I'm still on my tallest tiptoes
Spinning in my highest heels, love
Shining just for youAnd they called off the circus
Burned the disco down
When they sent home the horses
And the rodeo clowns
I'm still on that tightrope
I'm still trying everything to get you laughing at me
I'm still a believer but I don't know why
I've never been a natural
All I do is try, try, try
I'm still on that trapeze
I'm still trying everything
To keep you looking at meBecause I'm a mirrorball
I'm a mirrorball
I'll show you every version of yourself
Tonight...
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All You Need Is Love
FanfictionNicole Westwood has anxiety. So bad, that it's hindered her social life for her entire life. At 18, she's never experienced anything- a first date, a first kiss, a first boyfriend. After graduating high school, her parents worry that she is too much...
