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Chapter 32: Smile Kai

Melody POV

I get it , I am weak but I have to change.

But change isn't easy. I haven't talk to Aiden in a week , ever since the ultrasound.

My dad is still here but for some reason I crave Aiden embrace. He has called me non stop but I haven't let my guard down.

He has been texting me but  I shouldn't be weak. I looked down at my 7 month belly and sighed. It is going to be hard in being alone. I grabbed my purse and headed outside to my car. I drove to the baby store , ready for a shopping spree.

I looked at all my missed called from aiden and groaned. I opened my phone as I walked around the store.

"Sonneblume , why haven't you talked to me"

"We are not a couple " I looked at the baby clothes , smiling at the colors and looks.

"We are still a couple just taking a break"

" Aiden , you need to leave me alone. For once , I will be stronger than you . You are not worth my time, right now. I will see you when I see you. Good bye" with that I hung up. Looking at the sailboats pajamas and smiled. I felt a wait lifted off my shoulder as i finally told off aiden.

I FINALLY TOLD OFF AIDEN!

I looked around too see if anyone was around me , and I jumped a little bit. I smiled as I looked at the baby clothes.

"Melody what are you doing" I gasped as I turned to see Mike there. I moved toward the clothes rack as he busted into laughter. I shook my head as I reached for his hand and slapped it playfully.

"You scared me! "I shouted as I put the clothes I put in the cart. He smiled and reached for the cart , helping me get out the way.

"That was the plan , what are you going here alone?"

"Aiden and I broke up so I am shopping" Mike looks at me with a questioning look but shrugs his shoulder.

"Well it will all work in the end right?"He playfully nudges you as you are looking around in the store. I look down at my list as i point to the diaper section.

"Honestly doctor, Aiden is crazy". He looks at me and nods , understanding my argument.  I looked at all the diapers and started to pack them.

"But we are crazy , I think another chance wouldn't hurt."

"He hasn't proven himself enough to have another chance". We walk to the toy section as we both pack teething toys as it was natural.

" I never asked what are you doing here?". I mean it is strange to see him at a baby store. He is the playboys of all playboys.

"My sister is having a baby and asked for some things for her baby shower. I getting her a stroller and crib". I  smile as you pat him on the back.

"Well congrats uncle." He just looks at me and smiles as we lead ourselves to the cash register.

He walks me to my car and helps me pack. He rubbed his forehead and sighed " do you want to get lunch, I know you love pizza.  My treat". He winks at me causing a blush to rush to my face.

" how can I turn that down , lets go!"  I grab his hand as we walked over. He smiled and lead me inside. We sit down and order a regular pizza. He smiles across from me.

"So you are single right now. How exciting" He smirks at me as we both share the pizza.

" oh yeah being 7 months pregnant makes me a total catch. Who wouldn't want me." I giggled as I reached for the ranch.

"Well Aiden is a fool".

"Isn't he your best friend? "

"Best friend make mistakes but aiden is a idiot if he drove you away".  He looked away from me as I sighed.

He cleared his throat as he looked at me.

" why?"

"Why what mike?"

"Why did you put yourself through so much drama? Why did you have sex with him  in the first place." I knew this question was a long time coming.

"I was very insecure and I need someone. The day and I had sex I just found out that the man I liked , loved some one else.  I never admitted to Aiden but I loved James. James was always telling me how I had to wait for him." I felt a hand on shoulder as I saw mike push himself closer to me.I let a tear fall as I tried to tell my side of the story.

"James told Aiden he loved me , that was a lie. I loved James but when I realized that I was nothing but a booty call , I feel into a depression.  He didn't want me he just didn't want to share. When I was in my weakness hour , Aiden helped me . But my mind was clouded with lust and I didn't think of all the bad he has done to me. I realized that all the wrongs were outweighed by all the rights .I fell in love with a monster ,a monster with a broken heart.  I am NOT a role model I wish I was but it's my chance to be by myself and I'm going to take it. Do I want aiden back? Absolutely it's hard to let go of the one you love but I fell in love with the aiden that was happy, not the one who cursed his child. If Aiden and I were to give another chance to our love I would like that but Kai is first. Kai will and always be the only man I will love till the end of time but Aiden is always going to own my heart." I let out a breath of air as I looked at a shocked Mike as I let it all out. 

He reached for his soda and took a drink , as we just stared out to the restaurant.

"So you loved James , but you feel for Aiden?"  I gigged as his slow process of my life.

"Yes and I don't regret anything me and Aiden have done. But i wished i was tougher , not for me for my son". 

"Your son will only see you as a mother , but a mother of greatness. Aiden is always going to be apart of his life . I think you Aiden deserve each other  but it is all up to you". You smile and hug mike as hard as you can. 

"Well well, you leave Aiden and bounce to his friend. What a lady , Melody". That voice only belongs to Jenna. I pull away from Mike and look at a slightly changed jenna. Hair was pitch black and eyeliner as well. She looked sinister but she always was.

"What do you want Jenna?" She smiles as she sit on the empty chair next to us. I see Mike stare at her in confusion until it all clicks. He pulls away and scoots closer to the middle between us. 

"How is Aiden , It must be tough for him right now". I just nod at her as she looks straight at me. I will never like Jenna , no matter what happens to us.  She pulled out a e-cigarette and pulls out a business card.

"I know you too are broken up but here is where he is. He goes every Tuesday and Thursday to therapy and then goes to work in Santa Ynez. Don't ask how i know. But Melody you know i don't like you but I am afraid for Aiden. He hasn't been eating , He hasn't shaved . He sleeps at his office , He has your son ultra sound on his desk and just stares. I have seen him break down when i visit him".   She bits her bottom lip as she stares at mike.  I can see Mike blushing a bit and I know i should leave them alone. Maybe she will change if her and mike needs someone. 

I grab my purse and take the card and wink at mike.

"Thank you Jenna , but he needs to suffer as much as i have". Waving at mike , grabbing my purse ,I walked to my car. I looked at the sunny sky and looked down to the card.

It is our time to smile Kai , it is our time. I won't crawl back to him , I will make him crawl back

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