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Chapter 33: Shotgun

Melody POV

It it had been a full week since I seen aiden. For some reason the guilt is killing me feel like it's my fault. But I know that  no girl deserves to be treated this way, actually scratch that no human deserves the way he treated me. I know what your thinking , you are the loser that stayed why did I stay? why ?

I remember jenna words, he's in a path of self destruction . although I want revenge, I feel that the best revenge for men to take the only thing he loves, some other cases it would be off big game or me the cellphone, but in our case it's me. His mother committed suicide his father did as well he has no one in the world except me, nicholas and kai. I can't bring my child in a world full of hatred and I have to to understand that he is the only thing I love . It was a mistake going with him that night but that mistake lead to Kai and there no other reason to keep so much hatred . I know Aiden is  in love with me but for some reason I feel that this break only brought him closer to loving himself. I know but it's pathetic for me to be 7 and a half pregnant and see no ring on my finger ,no love in my life anymore . But many women go to this so why couldn't I?  At the end of the day my child will be coming in 2 months and he needs to dad and his dad is sitting in the office crying, while his mother is sitting in her room crying!

what is a child going to do if he's parents hate each other nothing because I won't let that happen. If I have to if this means more more suffering for a little while god damn it I'm going to do it.

Looking around my papers I couldn't find the card jenna gave me but then I found something out I found a little note wrapped around another card it was a cop number the cop .

Hm I wonder if he is busy , I should thank him. I heard a loud static on the other side of the phone crap maybe he is busy

" Hello officer Steven Clint speaking"

"Oh hello officer my name is melody cooper -"

"Oh melody the one at the hospital? " I heard his throaty laugh as I blushed. Wait why am I blushing 

"Yeah how did you remember me?"

"No man on earth could forget a face like yours.Wow that was extremely cheesy my bad."

"It's okay it was kind of cute."

What are you doing melody , you are flirting!

"So is there a reason you called or did you just wanted to hear my voice?"

The way he teased was as if we were friends for years although I only met him once what I remember from him is his stunning features and the way his eyes lit up when he talked about his daughter

The way we talk is as if I forgot all about my problems, all about Aiden ,but I felt like if I had a new friend.  oh no don't go falling in love with anyone Melody!

"Melody are you still there ? I was wondering if you wanted to go out and get some coffee afterworkunlessyou're busy, then I don'twantto bug youI'mstudyingdo you want coffee yes or no"

The way his voice cracked up reminded me of James. When he used to call me at night complaining about love there's no way to describe how much I miss my best friend James but he wasn't my friend.  If I have one thing to say to anyone in the world I would look at my mom straight in the face and ask her why would you try to ruin me?

why would you try to ruin my life?

I try to remember why did I put up with Aiden ,why I put up with everyone crap!