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After I took a shower, I could feel my legs hurt like hell. I have so many cuts and it all hurts even more after showering. I went outside the washroom and saw a little white Pomeranian on the floor looking at me.
It was sitting on the rug jumped a little after seeing me but stopped as I gently pat it's back. It was swinging it's tail around and sniffing my arm. He seems like a harmless doggo.

"Aww....sooo cuuute. " I picked it up in my arms and gently caressed it's small head. It's fur is so soft and white like snow.

I love animals but I had so many cases when dogs act like they won't spare me and all I did was accidentally glance at them. But this is nothing like them. It's a small fluffy ball of fur.

"Oh so here he is, troubling you." Carson said as he got inside the room.

"Oh no no, he's so quiet and lovely. He can't trouble anyone" I spoke as it kept sniffing me.

"What's his name." I said while giving it to him.

"We call his cheese. He had a twin, his name was Mac but we lost him in an accident." he said playing with cheese.

"Oh, I'm so sorry. It's so sad to hear that. Cheese is just perfect name for him." I smiled.

"You're right. Jadyn wanted to name him omega. I mean look at him, he's so cuuuuuuuutieeeee to be called omega. Isn't he." he said kissing cheese playfully.

"Absolutely." I said smiling.

"Let's go, dinner is ready." Jadyn said entering inside with a cup.

"Um.. Azalea, this is lemon tea. I've heard it's good for baby." he said as he gave me the cup and they both wrestled for taking cheese with them outside.

I can't believe people like them still exist, who have clear hearts, sweet feelings and are so welcoming. After all not everyone plays with feelings, there are many who know how to respect them.

I sat on the couch while taking sips of the hot tea. I looked outside, it was still foggy. Who would have thought, the man who used be my everything few moments ago, now left nothing in me.

Did he just use me for his pleasure? One part of my heart said no, he loved you but another agreed that I was nothing but a toy, that he played with and threw away, otherwise why would he hide everything, why would he let me go. He didn't even try to talk.

I want to hate him. I want to hate myself for being senseless. Every time, I loved anything, I lost it. Every time.

I was so busy dreaming that I didn't even notice both Carson and Jadyn were staring at me, worriedly. This is my problem and must stay just to me. It wouldn't look nice if I keep crying in front of them. Instead, I must think of how I'm going to live after this.

I wiped my tears and continued drinking the tea. Jadyn sat next to me as Carson sat in front.

"I'm not going to ask you if you're okay. Because I can see clearly, you're not. I am going to ask you, what is it? What's it you're hurt from Azalea." Carson said as I didn't say anything.

What will I even say?

"See Azalea, we know you don't want to share it. Of course nobody would. But will keeping it to yourself help? " Jadyn said. "Is it about any type of abuse? If it is, feel free to talk to us, we can clearly understand your pain" he continued.

I burst out in tears. Even though, I never do that but it's so hard keeping it all in myself, I'm running out of space.

I covered my face while tears were flooding down. They both hugged me, rubbing my back.

"Shh.... Don't cry. What will baby think if it sees it's momma crying like this? It's okay.... It's alright." Jadyn said.

"Hey, don't cry girl these tears are not meant for you." Carson said while they both embraced me in a warm hug.

I wiped my tears as my eyes were itchy.

"Good, now tell me what is it. We'll try everything we can to help you." Carson said. I don't know where to begin, where to start with my pain.

"I-I was cheated by my fiance. He played with me, my life. I never thought he would do this with me. I loved him so much.. so m-much." I spoke as I kept hitching. I have no more strength in me to recall it again.

"Who's it? Who did this? " Jadyn said angrily.

I don't think telling them about this will bring anything good. They will think I was stupid enough to fall for him. I won't deny this though.

"Yes Azalea, who's it?" Carson said as both of them waited for me to speak.

"Come on girl, you know saving that cheater is not an option." Carson spoke.

"I-Igor..... Igor." I said with my head lowered down. I already know what's their reaction about this.

"Uhh.... You mean, Don Igor?" Jadyn said as they both didn't say anything for some time.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I'm stupid. Why did I even tell them? I am so embarrassed. It was better if I kept it to myself.

Carson gently caressed my back and spoke,

"We are with you girl. No matter who he is. Now you got a new life to begin with. He is just a nobody in your life now."

"Yes Azalea, everything happens for some good, this was for your good. I believe he'll regret his decision of cheating on you very soon." Jadyn said wiping tears away from my face.

Maybe he's right but but this wound he gave to me will always be remembered, whether he does or not.
I smiled looking at them as Jadyn screamed joyfully,

"Group huuuuggg... "

They embraced me in a tight hug as I smiled hugging them back.

"Alright, let's have dinner, it's already late." Jadyn said as he led me to a small dinning table inside the living room itself.

"We made some tasty burritos." Carson said, passing me a plate as we sat down and began eating.

"We'll go shopping tomorrow." Jadyn said stuffing his mouth, looking at me.

"Me? " I questioned.

"Yeah, of course. We'll need to buy clothes even though our budget sucks but anyways." Carson replied as I looked at him,

"I'll leave tomorrow morn.... "

"No, we'll not let you roam around in this city, we're aware of the fact that you have a baby with you." Carson said before I finished.

I can't accept living here. But then where will I go? I can't go back to my house for him to find me again. I have no other option left. There's no one I know in this city.

"Don't waste your brain cells girl, just say alright, I agree.. " Jadyn said while Carson nod his head.

"Thank you so much. I can't even explain how much you've helped me. I'm in your debt." I said as jadyn pat my shoulder.

"You're in no debt. But yeah if you want to get out of it then just pinky promise us you won't give up in this fight." Jadyn said extending his hand.

"Ok, pinky promise." I chuckled.

I ate little bit, I was still feeling nauseous. I drunk good amount of water and went to sleep.

I slept on the bed and they both slept on the folding bed. I tossed around throughout the night. I can't stop thinking about him. I just kept wishing for all this to be a dream. But it wasn't sweet and hence wasn't a dream.

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A/N : y'all need some recipe advice from Carson?

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