Broken Doesn't Mean Fixed

What is wrong with me?

Skylars POV
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I finally cool down and decide to go back and talk with Harley. Jack offers to drive me home and I'm scared but a accept the offer anyways because I don't really wanna walk home. He runs upstairs and puts on a shirt and drives me home.

We park across the street and I look at Jack. He looks at me and sighs "look Skylar, can we agree the kiss didn't mean anything?" He asks me. I shake my head "don't worry we'll just be 'missing our actual partners kissing buddies'," I say nervously. Jack smiles and we both look away awkwardly.

"Sky?" Jack asks. I turn to him and our lips connect. Again? Really? I pull away and look at him with a weird expression. "Nope, still doesn't mean anything," he sighs. I slap him across the face and he grabs his cheek imidiatley.

"Let me ask you a question...if you and Cassidi weren't together would it mean something?" I question. His eyes go wide and he looks down at his feet.

"No," he hesitantly answers. I feel tears develops in my face.

"Yep, definitely wasn't worth it," I scream a him. I open the car door and slam it behind me. I run into the house and see Harley leaning against the wall. "God Harley, I fücking love you," I say between my teeth. Harley stops leaning against the wall and looks at me funny. I stomp right up to him and press my lips against his. The kiss is full of madness and hate but I need to get this out of my system.

I push him against the wall and just bring him closer. I ripped his shirt off and put my arms around his neck and just kept kissing. He kissed back just as intensely as I was so it made me just a bit pissed. I was pissed at Jack, at Cassidi and at my parents and at Harley and at everything! But whatever right? I'm just a fuck up anyways.
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Jacks POV
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As I was driving home I couldn't stop thinking about Skylar. I mean I did lie to her. I was just scared that Harley was going to get pissed and come after me. I haven't talked to Nate or my family or even went to school for that matter! I don't even know what the date is today for that matter. God I hate doing that to people though! Skykar does not deserve that kind of treatment. It did mean something really. To me she's beautiful and sweet but I like Cassidi a lot. And if I wasn't dating Cass I'd be all over Skylar to be honest.

I pulled up into Cassidis driveway and I enter the house. I see Nate, for the first time in a long time along with another woman who I assumed was Cassidis mom.

"Cassidi! What the hell is this? Are you wearing...IS THAT JACKS SHIRT!" The woman yells at her.

"Mom no look," se tries and tells her mother.

"No Cassidi you slut! Sleeping with your brothers friends! God no! He'd be better off with um...wait who's that girl you talked about Nate?" The woman continues to yell.

"Skykar," Nate mumbles.

"YEAH Skylar. Your 'friend'. Jack would be better off with her. I've seen pictures she is so beautiful!" Her mother insults her. I walk further into the house and the floor board creeks and everyone looks at me.

"No. She is beautiful!" I defend Cassidi. Cassidi smiles and looks at her mom.

"See! You know what mom? Fûck you! You already sleep with how many men? 5 a day or something? Yeah something like that. I'm out. Screw you! And by the way I'm dropping out of high school!" Cassidi screams at her mom while running upstairs. She returns shortly with a suitcase full of her things. She grabs my big hands and drags me out the door. Oh crap.

Cassidi can't come live with me! That's insane and and Harleu and Skykar are living at her house so...where is she going. This is terrible. I couldn't even say I love her! God danmit! My life has taken to big of a spun. Wtf is going to happen.