Broken Doesn't Mean Fixed

I am now

Skylars POV
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I haven't been to school in a long time and honestly I'm not going back. It's Sunday and I'm in the field where I tried to kill myself for the first time (Lisa informed me of this). I sat down in a patch of bright green grass witch actual blood stains. I guess no one ever cared enough to clean it up. I sit down and almost sit on it but I scoot over a bit so I can just stare at it. As I stare at it my brain begins to hurt. A memory flashes in my head. There was a gun shot, a girl who looked like Lisa and a guy...he looked like me. Someone yelled out 'Nick'. That must be his name. I haven't seen this Nick since my amnesia and I really want to see him now. I looked through my phone contacts hoping to reach this Nick. I do end up finding him in my contacts so I phoned him.

"Hello?" Some guy answers. I freeze and think about his voice. He sounds just like the memory I just had.

"Ugh is this Nick?" I hesitantly question.

"Yeah, yeah this is my sister right? Skylar?" Nick questions. I smile and cover my mouth trying to hold back my tears. I have a brother? That's amazing. He was there.

"Nick, I'm sure your my brother but I need to tell you...I've woken up with amnesia and I don't remember anything about you. Except for the day I first killed myself. I remember that," I finish explaining. Nick is on the other side of the line just pouring his heart out. He sounds so heart broken.

"Skykar...I'm coming home. Don't worry," I cries out. I hear him just finally break down and a tear falls down my blushed cheek.

"Okay Nick," I close my eyes tight and take a deep breath and hang up. I stand up and turn around to get back in my car and go.
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Reins POV
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I sat in the chair beside Jason crying, unable to say anything. Jason's soft eyes were closed and I was so scared I would loose him. He's my everything. I put my head on his chest and grabbed his shirt and held it tight. I love Jason so much. I counted his heart beats and felt his breath on the top of my head. I cringed at his coughing breakout and sat right up. He simply stops coughing and turns his head. I take a deep breath and decide to text Skylar.

Me - Hey
Sky- Oh hey
Me - what's up?
Sky- my brother I forgot I had is coming to see me
Me - Nick?
Sky- Yeah...
Me - good luck. Jason's doing okay. I'm scared
Sky-Don't be scared hun. He'll be fine.
Me - okay gtg eat something. Haven't eaten is two days.
Sky - k bye

I shove my phone in my bra and stand up, kissing Jason on the forehead. I walk out of the hospital and into my car. As soon as I get in my car I get a phone call. I pull out my phone to see Lisa's number. I answer and she tells me Harley is doing fine. She asks how Jason is and I tell her he's okay. We talk for a minute before I decide I'm really hungry and need to eat something. When she told me about Harley I was happy he's okay but I'm sick of hearing about other peoples problems. I would like to care about my problems for one day. I drove out of the hospital parking lot and went to go grab something to eat. I got a text from Jason?! I freaked out and unlocked my phone. It said 'Hey babe, see you in a little!' My heart was pounding and so was my head. He's okay? That's great! I turned the car around and ran into the hospital happy as could be. I ran into Jason's room to find nothing and no one. I look around and even under the bed. No Jason. I walk over to the front counter and ask where Jason is. The lady looks up and furrows her eye brows.

"Mame he left a minute ago. Why?" She responded with question in her voice. "He's gone..." I whisper to myself. I ran outside and look around. I see Jason walking with some random girl I've never seen. I run up to her and turn her around. It's me... I freak out and look at Jason with a smirk on his face. I begin to shake my head and closing my eyes hard. When I open them Jason snaps my neck well my twins neck. I cover my mouth and look into Jason's now red eyes. "You can't escape your hell Rein," he says with a really deep voice. As soon as he says that he grabs his head and *snap* there goes Jason to. I stand there in shock looking down at theses people. I crumble to my knees and a year runs down my cheek. I look up into the blue sky and screamed as loud as I possibly could.

I woke up panting. I looked around and saw I was in Jason's hospital bed with him. Jason woke up and looked at me with cute squinted eyes. "You okay?" He asks. I smile and nod "I am now," I blush and cuddle back up to him.