Broken Doesn't Mean Fixed

I just had to...

I felt the bed sheet. I could feel the pillows holding up my head. My eyes were still closed. I didn't want to open them. But just my luck I herd voices rush into the room.

"Your awake!" My mom screamed and hugged me. I could feel my brown eyes start to water. I didn't wanna be here. Not one bit. I still didn't. I open my eyes. I squint at the light coming from the window behind me.

I looked around. I was in a tiny private room. My mom was there and my dad and Nick. "Honey" is all my dad said before rushing over to kiss me on the forehead. I smile at Nick. "Yeah your funny" He smiles at me.

I look to my right and there's a tiny table with a whole bunch of present's. I must have had a confused look on my face because mom giggled and pulled one out of the pile and handed it to me.

It was a small turquoise box with a blue ribbon. I just kinda look at it. They were all pitty gifts. I didn't want any of them. But just for my mom and dad and Nick I open it.

There was a small ring. It had a flower image incrested in it. I have to say it is beautiful. "Do you like it? I got it for you" My mom smiled. "Yeah thanks mom" I say. She comes and hugs me. "Now mine." My dad walked over to the pile and grabbed a red box with a yellow bow on top. He gave it to me and smiled.

I opened it and found a t-shirt. It had my favourite band on it. I smiled. "Thank you so much guys" I tried to sound happy. Then Nick walked over to the pile and grabbed a bag. "Here" He handed me a pink bag with a black bow. Aw that's sweet. "You didn't have to Nick. You coming here was enough" I started but Nick handed me the gift. I smile.

I opened it. There was a new phone. The newest model. The IPhone 6. "It was on back order but I got on the list early. Yours was kinda smashed." he looks to the floor. "Thank you so much Nick" I smile and he comes over and hug him.

A nurse walks in and asks "Can your friends come in?" "Sure why not" I say before my family can say anything. My family looks around and decides to leave and let my friends come in.

The first person to rush in is Jessica. I forgot about Jessica to be honest. Lisa and Harley rushed in right after. "Oh Skylar. I'm so sorry. I wish I was there for you and-" I cut her off "It's okay Jessica. It's fine" she developed a smile. "okay good now that we are all on good terms. Here you go" then Lisa handed me her present. "Lisa you, you didn't" I start. "I did. Just open it" she exlaims.

I open it. It's a lip ring. "I'm guessing this is a sighn?" I ask. She nods and then hugs me. I'm still in bed so it's awkward to hug everyone. Then Jessica gives me her gift. It's a beautiful dress. It's a little more on the fancy side. It was like a party dress. "Another sighn?" I ask then she replies "Well duh. Were going to a party tonight. And your gonna come." I raise an eyebrow.

"Yeah you herd me" she teases. "Yeah sure" I simply say. Then Lisa's eyebrow flings up. "What?" I ask. "I just thought you might need time to heal" then she rubs the back of her neck "What ever you want to do." She smiles.

Then Harley smiles. "Time for my present." He smiles. He looks at Jessica and Lisa. "Holy crap! I left my phone outside!" Then Lisa runs out. "Oh crap" then Jessica runs after her. The door slamming behind them.

It's just me and Harley. "Did you read my note?" He asks. I lie. Well I guess it's kinda lying cause I read it when I died. "Yeah" I answer. He smiles. Then he walks over to me so we are face to face. "My present to you is-" Then he pressed his lips on mine. I was so suprised. Harley was never like this.

He pulled away. Whoa Harley is a fucking good kisser. He smiled. "That's-um-a pretty good present" I swallow. "Ha. I thought you would push me off and scream at me and hate me forever" he smiles. "I honestly could never hate you" I smile. "Then why didn't you text me?" He asks with a serious face. "When?" I ask in response.

"When you shot yourself" He looked to the floor. "Well I just saw Lisa and-" he cut me off "Yeah but obviously I was on your brain. You mentioned my name in it." My heart broke. "Your right. You were on my mind I didn't add you because I needed to make it quick so no one would come and save me" then I look into his eyes. "Your right no need to fight. You've been through so much and I'm- I'm still mad I'm sorry" then he stood up and rushed out.

No not Harley. I just had to... I just had to wake up.