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a few days had passed since minho last spoke to jisung. minho had reached out numerous  times, but he received no response from the latter.

minho noticed jisung was reading the messages, which meant he was either ignoring minho or ignoring the world.

minho liked to think it had nothing to do with him. he would be right in thinking that too.

jisung was far too wrapped up in everything with his family at the moment.

his father was gone, and his mom was slipping away more and more as the days passed.

jisung was also struggling to keep his sense of identity. everything seemed to be meaningless in the moment...

even minho.

jisung🥺🖤

hey jisung
it's been a few days
and i'm not really expecting you
to respond
i just figured i could send
you little messages to
take your mind off of things

so here's what happened to
me today...

i stopped by your room for the first
time since you left
changbin was there
and i accidentally punched him in
the face thinking he was trying to rob
you... then i realized who it was
and remembered that you two live
together

then i got lunch with seungmin and
jeongin
it was kind of weird since the two
of them both still like hyunjin
i'm not sure they discuss that though
i doubt they do

oh and then felix...
oh boy where do i even start with this?
your little bestie is insane.
he came into the company today
completely cracked out on sugar
i didn't realize sugar high was a
real thing until today
wow
he was
I N S A N E

and now...
well now all im doing is texting you
pretending like it doesn't hurt like
hell to miss you
but it does hurt

i'm sorry
that was selfish of me to say

you're the one who is really hurting

i'm sorry jisung
i love you
please never forget that🖤
seen

you're on your phone now..
could i call you?
seen

if it's a yes, dont answer;)
seen

IT'S A YES

please don't call
not yet

okay...
i'm sorry my love

it's okay min
i just need some time

want me to stop texting?

no
i actually enjoy reading your daily
messages
please never stop them

i won't ever stop:)

i love you

i love you more

i believe you when you say that:(

as you should

you're not hurt that i don't love you
more?

i'm okay with loving you more
for right now
you need more love than you're able
to give at the moment
one day you'll return the favor for me
it's okay jisung

why're you so good to me?

because you deserve it kitten
now get off your phone and rest
i know you don't want to be texting
right now

let's talk when you're ready🖤

i love you
i really do

i know, i love you too
seen

minho turned off his phone and placed it on his bed side table as he let out a heavy sigh.

it did hurt to love jisung more, but he knew that's what the boy needed. minho just hoped one day the love could be equal, no more complications, and only pure happiness.

that day seemed far off from their current standing though. minho just hoped they were strong enough to make it through.








a.n.

short text chapter sowyyy

~

BUT I MIGHT HAVE TO CHANGE THE TITLE OF THIS STORY BSISBSN

this plot kinda took a turn i wasnt originally anticipating

so unless i can somehow relate it to the title it may have to change 🥱🥱

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