Choosing sides (ON HOLD)

Chapter 13

CLARKES POV
Oh crap,oh crap, I'm dead ahhh the car was slipping and there was nothing I could do about it. I was going to fall to my death. They say your life flashes before your eyes when it's the end, in my case that was true. Painful visions flashed before me. My dad being floated, him being sucked into the unknown of space. My mum, Being shot, bleeding to death without me because I was to busy being selfish and wallowing in my own self pity to be there. Wells being stabbed in the neck just after we had made up. Charlotte jumping over the cliff because life was just to painful and Finn. Me sliding that knife into his torso,blood pooling around him and his final words to me " thanks princess". I see pictures of Bellamy's eyes laced with pain after I told him he meant nothing to me. but despite all these heart wrenching moments happiness made it way through the cracks into the visions as well. Me , my mum and dad sitting on our sofa at our home laughing and telling jokes, Finns smile, wells and me playing tricks as little kids, our first day on the ground. mine and Bellamy's
first kiss,standing in my mums tent intertwined. And then our second kiss, such a sweet peck of the lips, a good bye. I need to tell him. shout to him and tell him that I love him before I die, because I am going to die, Ive accepted it,I'm going to shatter into a million little pieces at the bottom of this cliff never to be found again, lost, like my dad. It may sound cliché but it's true time does really slow down in the moment that the Grimm reaper stares you in the face, what feels like hours has passed in reality has only been a few seconds.
"BELL , I L......."
that's when the unexpected happens. A warm hand grips onto my arm, clinging onto it for dear life itself. I'm not going to die, I may be dangling over a 500 foot cliff but I feel safe, I know Bellamy won't let me fall.
Not today Grimm reaper, suck on that