Choosing sides (ON HOLD)

Chapter 6

CLARKES POV
When we broke apart we were both gasping for breath
"Well princess that was ...something" Bellamy said to me with that smirk on his face
"Shut up" I say playfully hitting him on the chest. We stood there in silence for a few moments just holding each other when I was snapped back into reality.
"My mums dead"
"Clarke... I'm so sorry"
"No, it's ok, well it's not ok but I just need to suck it up and get on with things"
"You do know you don't always have to be strong right?"
"But that's the thing I do because I know if I'm not strong then I'm just going to fall apart. I won't be able to handle it" . " Do you know how she died?" I asked him
"Yeah. Do you?" I shook my head in response.
"Well after we left there was some trouble. A few people started to rebel and well things got out of hand, apparently an guy got a gun from one of the guards."
I didn't know what to say so I just stood there.
"You ok?" Again I had no words so I just nodded in response as if to say yes. I pulled away from him and left the tent leaving him standing there alone. I walked over to the dropship and sat down beside my mothers body. I didn't cry, I just sat there. I cleaned all the blood off her and brushed through her hair. hours must of passed because the next thing I know Bellamy enters and tells me he's going on a hunt with a few of the boys.
"Be careful" I say to him as he leaves the dropship
"Bellamy wait!" I call while running after him, when I reach him I lean up on my tip toes and place a small kiss on his lips
"See you soon princess".