(Karl is 9 btw)
i walked into the living room seeing Linda playing chess with Karl. He looked up at me seeing me raise an eyebrow, and soon left us alone.
"i just wanted to say i'm really sorry for shouting at you i just got scared that Finn would find out" i said taking a seat next to her on the sofa.
"it's okay, i know why you did it. and i also know why you didn't want a baby" she said making me look up from my hands at her.
"you miss your brother. you think having a baby is like replacing his space in your heart. and i understand it's okay" she spoke taking my hands into hers "i know we don't get along at all but i am here for you Sunny"
i didn't say a reply i just hugged her. i never thought of it like that but it's true. i miss him. i miss my brother.
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We had been at Ada's for two days now and are meant to go back today. The phone rang in the hall making us all stop eating, at first Karl got up but i told him to sit down and finish his food.
{italics=finn}
{normal=sunny}
hello. thorn house hold
sunny is that you?
yes who is this?
it's the father to the child YOU FUCKING KILLED AND DIDN'T TELL ME
finn please don't do this i couldn't have a baby
BUT YOU COULD OF TOLD ME
please stop shouting
no you knew i wanted to be a dad and you took that decision away from me
what decision
the one where you HAVE
THE BABY
that's because it wasn't your decision to make
for fuck sake sunny
how long have you known?
last night Arthur told me when he was drunk and you know i was starting to feel bad for getting drunk and fucking a whore but i don't think i'm that sorry anymore
fuck you Finn Shelby
no fuck you sunny roman.
you know what don't even bother coming back
finn-
no don't even. i don't want to see you anymore i fucking hate you i don't want to date a girl who keeps secrets THIS FUCKING BIG FROM ME
Finn i can't raise a baby i almost dropped Karl on his head and i wasn't even holding him!
you can stay there i stay here it's fine Ada likes you she will let you stay and i'll talk to Tommy about letting you do business there
no i don't want to
i didn't fucking ask what you wanted
he ended the call.
i walked back into the dining room wiping away the tears that was now making my cheeks wet and eyes red. i felt my self loose balance. it felt as if my heart really did break. i felt someone grab my arms sitting me down, they was talking but it was all muffled.
"SUNNY" Karl shouted snapping me out of my trance. i shot up meeting eyes with Polly.
"who was it? who was on the phone?" she said sitting next to me.
"Finn. h-he knew...he told me not to come back."
