-Somebody that I used to know-

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I HATE THAT I MADE SEVERAL OF YOU CRY BUT I'M GONNA DO IT AGAIN BECAUSE I'M MEAN
Summary:Driver's license from before part 2

Pronouns: They/Them

Type: angst— SONGFIC ANGST 😀

Warnings:S a d, probably a bit about unlife

Relationship:yk
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Eret's POV
now and then i think of when we were together
I remember they said they'd love me infinitely.
like when you said you felt so happy you could die
They were always happy to see me.
Told myself that you were right for me
but felt so lonely in your company
When our relationship had first started, i didn't really like them. But now they're gone, and i love them...
But that was love and it's an ache I still remember
I remember them wrapping me in the biggest bear hugs.
You can be addicted to a certain kind of sadness
They'd tell me all their problems, but all of a sudden they were always fine, or okay.
Like resignation to the end, always the end
So when we found out that we could not make sense
I said i didn't love them anymore.
Well you said that we could still be friends
You asked me if we were going to be friends, and i said yes, but we never spoke after.
But i'll admit that i was glad it was over
I could be with someone i truly wanted to be with.
But you didn't have to cut me off
You decided it was best to ignore me, and never speak to me again.
Make out like it never happened and we were nothing
I didn't know before, but you still talked about me. I thought you hated me for being honest about how i felt.
But i don't even need your love
I feel like i should've apologized.
You treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
We saw each other at that one sidewalk the day after i said it, and you completely ignored me when i called your name.
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
One of your friends said you didn't seem to doing great with your mental health, maybe that's why?
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
You changed close to anything about you, was it so i wouldn't recognize you?
I guess that i don't need that though
I'm not sure if i love you or not.
Now you're just somebody that i used to know.
I was surprised when i was invited to your funeral.
Now you're just somebody that i used to know
I didn't realize you died.
Now you're just somebody that i used to know.
I'm sorry.
Y/N POV
(Y/N is dead but your spirit isn't leaving until Eret admits he loves you still aloud)
Now and then i think of all the times you screwed me over
I just stare at them. Why did they invite Eret? I don't want him at my funeral.
But had me believing that it was always something that i'd done
Before i'd died, and before the accident, i thought i said something to Eret and that's why he didn't love me anymore.
But i don't wanna live that way
I approached him, i knew he couldn't see me.
Reading into every word you say
I listened to everything you said, always thinking about it after i was done seeing you that day.
You said that you could let it go
I sometimes said things that angered you, but you forgave me.
and i wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
When i met her for the first time you said you were friends that fell apart. But you were friends again.
But you didn't have to cut me off
I want to slap you Eret, i hope you know that.
Make it out like it never happened and that we were nothing
I want to see you suffer.
And i don't even need your love
"I don't love you anymore y/n, i want to break up."
But you treat me like a stranger and that feels so rough
I hate you so much.
No, you didn't have to stoop so low
I don't care how long it takes, i will slap you when i see you again.
Have your friends collect your records and then change your number
My friends probably hate you too.
Guess that i don't need that though
now you're just somebody that i used to know
Somebody
I used to know
Somebody
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
Somebody
I used to know
Somebody
Now you're just somebody that I used to know
i used to know
that i used to know
i used to know
somebody
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Ayup
lol i'm sorry
pls don't cry
i don't wanna make people cry more 🧍
okay but i think i'm done with angst for a while lol
(i'm also sorry i made y/n completely hate Eret at the end)
Have a great day/night/whateva
-Mellohi💕

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