-I'm Sorry Boris-

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lol another angst songfic
i apologize legit—
also i'm using one of wilbur's songs so ye 🤩👍🏻
Summary:I'm Sorry Boris - Wilbur (Wilbur Soot)

Pronouns:They/them

Type:angst songfic 😋

Warnings:Swearing, suicide

Relationship:probably like lovers or dating whatever idk
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Eret's POV
Dear whoever's reading this, probably Eret :P
             I'm sorry i'm doing this. Everything got super hard, out of nowhere and i just decided it was time to go.
I figured out what can move me
What? I told them they could tell me—
It's trains and hugs, planes and sushi
Why'd they—
And i'm sorry
I glance at the note they wrote, and back at them, back and forth and back and forth.
But Boris,
This can't be real.
I'm leaving
Why? Just why?
I'm not good for anyone here
Y/N, i was always here to listen—
We reached the end of a decade
I was always here...
Greenwich morphs into an arcade
Why didn't you tell me?
Southwark turns into a highway
I still want to walk with you...
Up to hamlets, a tax break
Wether it's real life or just a game—
Newham, Islington a headache
Our walks our the best...
And Richmond's still shit
Why'd you do it?
I can't believe that i'm leaving
I can't believe that i'm leaving
I knew, but i also knew you didn't like to talk about it...
I don't think i want to leave you
I don't think i want to leave you
Please just tell me this is a joke...
Here alone
I just want to be with you.
But they'll knock down the pubs before helping you
I should— no... they'd want me to stay...
They'll burn down your towers before helping you
But I want to walk with them.
They'll charge for your healthcare before helping you
Please...?
They'll let you jump under trains before helping you
(out of context but i actually really like your city gave me asthma despite it being about committing suicide in train stations)
I should.
And even though I'm finished
Not. I should not.
I'm not quite done with it
I should, i'd be with them.
No matter how far I run south I'm always there
Or i could just wait it out and live a long life.
My lovers, my colleagues
I want to see you— alive and laughing and not hanging from a ceiling...
My best friends and enemies
I should...
I don't think I want to leave you
"Now i am with you."
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HEY BAE
SORRY IF I MADE SAD
THIS WASN'T REALLY A RANT CHAPTER, I JUST YEAH—
so ye
i really like songfics i apologize again :,)
I'm gonna write something other than songfics soon, don't worry
As always have a great day/night/whateva
-Mellohi💕

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