I hated how childish I felt as I practically stuck to Wade as we were walking to the dingo. It was my first time going out after my attempt and I wasn't sure why it all felt weird.
We finally settled down into a booth and I tried my hardest to listen to whatever the hell Wade was on about.
I was on edge today and I could barley focus on myself,that's why I jumped when someone slid beside me.
Realising it was just Blake, I tried to calm myself down not wanting to look like even more of an idiot then they probably thought I was
He just grinned at me sheepishly "hey kid,"
Wade stiffened in his seat then got up "imma go to the bathroom kid," he clearly still didn't like Blake and I was pretty sure the feeling was mutual
When he was gone,Blake introduced me to one of his buddies that was standing behind him.
He looked lanky, but not bulky like Blake was, he was sorta built like a pole and he had these weird ass tinted glasses on
"This is who I was telling you about," Blake gestured to me and i furrowed my eyebrows, why would he tell anyone about me?
They both slid closer and I huddled into myself,self consciously
"Your gonna help him sell," Blake grinned
I shot up like I had ice water poured on me "what?"
Blake just shrugged ignorantly "I figured you'd be good enough,"
Good enough for his stupid ass friend. It hit me like a ton of bricks that Blake didn't give a flying fuck about me,he only cared about dealing and the feeling in my stomach from this morning spread even more
"Is that all I am to you?" I hissed at him,my voice shaky. I didn't know why it bothered me but I guess I should have known better, you don't make friends on the streets
He frowned at me "huh?"
I had enough so I paused past him and stormed off ignoring his lanky friend making crude remarks about me and laughing.
"Curls what's wrong?" Wade grabbed my arm causing me to jump
"Don't touch me," i spun around and snarled, not even caring about the people who were now watching me
Al I cared about was getting home and never getting out of my bed again
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I'm suffocating
FanfictionIf it was at the point that death was the only solution that Curly Shepard could think of then it was bad
