Oneshots

Terminate

Nicki's POV

"Are you sure?"

I nodded to the doctor's question even though I wasn't ready for how Y/N is gonna react.

In this moment I am crushing one of Y/N's many dreams, it hurts me that I am doing this but I'm not ready, in fact I don't want this at all

The doctor then started the procedure and all I could think about was Y/N's reaction

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I walked into the house that Y/N shared for almost our whole relationship. Y/N and really have been together for four going on five years. The happiest years of my life

Honestly I can picture myself with her for the rest if my life which is why I'm not gonna tell her about today

"Hey baby" Y/N said when she saw me walk into the living room.

"Hi big daddy" I said trying to hide my guilt. I kissed her softly and she pulled me into her lap making me wince

"Are you alright?" She asked being the concerned person she is

"Just cramps baby its fine" I lied

"But your cycle isn't until next week" she said raising her eyebrow

This is one of the things I hate, she knows me like the back of her hand which makes it hard for me to lie not that I often lie to her

"Is there something bothering you baby?" She asked kissing on my neck

"The last time we talked about the topic of 'babies' you said you wanted kids, do you still feel the same?" I asked standing up from her lap

"Yeah of course, and I want kids with you. I want to start a family with you. I love you that much" She said smiling up at me making me more guilty of my actions earlier

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Next day

Y/N's POV

Nicki is fast asleep which I am greatful for because today is going to be a life changing day

I love this woman so much, everything about her which is why I thought it was time to take it another step

Tonight I'm gonna propose to Nicki in front of all our friends and family. Today is special for me because today is our anniversary and I wanted her to remember this day for ever not just for our Anniversary but also the day I proposed to her

She started turning in her sleep and I smiled when I saw her eyes flutter open and locked with mine

"Good morning mamas" I whispered

"Mmm, babe go brush your teeth" she said turning away from me

"Well excuse me bed head and droolified ma'am but your breath stank too" I said flipping her off

"Damn Happy Anniversary to you too" she mumbled

"I didn't forget babe, Happy Anniversary my baby" I said before bringing her into a kiss

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We were all having dinner right now, well we just finshed eating.

I saw Nicki and her mom go to a less seculded area on the other side on the vennue so I thought she just wanted to talk to her mom about something important so I let them be

When five minutes passed I went over to them to get Nicki so I could propose but stopped in my tracks when I heard Nicki say something that caught me off guard

"Mom, I don't know how to tell her. Which is why I'm telling you I'm just not gonna say anything"

"She deserves to know the truth, you went behind her back. I know you feel different about the topic but she deserves to know the truth. Its better you tell her rather than she finds out from someone else" mama Carol said making me even more intrigued about the conversation

"How do I tell her I aborted her baby?" Nicki asked and I was stuck

Many emotions were coursing through my body

"You did what?" I asked making them both turn to me with shocked faces

"Baby I-"

"You did what?" I asked once again cutting her off. My voice a little louder than the first time

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Nicki's POV

"Baby please" I begged tears starting to bring my eyes

This was not how I wanted her to find out even if I wanted to tell her about the abortion

"You had an abortion? You aborted my kid?" She asked stepping closer to me

"I'm sorry. Baby please you have to understand"

"I understand, you aborted my child Onika! Why didn't you talk to me about it. I didn't even know you were pregnant!" She yelled causing our guests to look over at us

"We had the talk before I didn't want to disappoint you so I told you I wanted kids-"

"You could have told me the truth! Why would you lie about something like this! We could gave talked it out and think of a solution. But you went behind my back and did this after I poured out my heart to you that having kids is one of my goals in life" she vented through the unshed tears in her eyes

"I'm sorry" I whispered feeling humiliated and even more guilty

"I love you but this is unacceptable, I wanted tonight to be the beginning of a new chapter in a positive way... I even wrote an essay for this moment but I see it isn't gonna happen." She said making my heat start to beat faster than it already was

"We both want different things, I want kids, you don't, you want the luxury life, I want simple and happy. I love you but I can't do this with you anymore. When I look at you all I'm reminded of you going behind my back and terminating our child." She said through the tears that still haven't left her eyes before pulling out a small box from her back pocket

"Baby, please..." I cried as she opened the box, it revealed a 20 karrot diamond ring

She took the ring and placed it in my hand balling it to secure the ring before bringing me into a hug. I was full on sobbing by the time she pulled away

"I can't do this but just remember I love you..." She said and walked away

I fell to the floor bawling my eyes out

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A/N: I'm intrigued

If you plan on having kids, what would you name them?

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Girl Name