Oneshots

Falling for Her

A/N: This is also one that was published but y'all were ignoring it so I took it down...

Y/N's POV

"I swear I can't do nothing around you and ma" Tanya groaned as we entered our house

I rolled my eyes at her dramatic self. We just got back from the mall shopping for school supplies, while we were shopping she went her own direction.

Now as the oldest of three I had to be looking for her ass to see if anything happened to her or she was bbeingbombarded with fans, which usually happens because of our famous mothers

Anyway, when I found her she was with this dude so I walked over to them and Tanya rolled her eyes, bare in mind I haven't done or said anything then this skinny ass nigga gon' come up in my face talkin' bout 'she mines so move your ass along and go find another bitch'

Of course I answered him back and we got into an altercation, which wasn't news to me because the public mostly knows of me for being 'the badass' of the Miraj-Knowles daughters which was true but I don't get physical unless you disrespect me or my family

"Girl, you didn't even know the guy" I said as we made our way down the hallway

"So! He could've been my future baby daddy" she argued

"Future baby who?" Ma said her head peeking out from the kitchen which only made Tanya groan louder

"My baby got a boo?" Momma asked waddling happily over to Tanya

Momma is currently 7 months pregnant with a boy. I'm happy in gonna teach him how to get all the hoes and teach him to shoot cause nobody gonna be taking advantage of my lil brother

"Why you always happy when she comes home talking bout she got a crush or shit like that?" Ma asked leaning against the wall

"Cause she's getting older and accept it or not she's gonna meet boys or girls, it's the cycle of life Bey" Momma replied

"I don't care she not gonna be dating no one once she's still living of my shit"

"Bey shut the up" momma said "Go put your stuff down and freshen up y'all" she kissed me and Tanya's cheek

"Don't tell me to shut up Onika, you know I don't play that shit"

"Make me" Momma said and I already knew what was coming so I walked away

Don't get me wrong I love that my moms are still in love and together after all these years but I rather not watch them suck faces everyday

Tanya and I made our way to our rooms with our bags of school supplies. Once I was in my room I decided to unpack the stuff and prepare for tomorrow

Tomorrow I officially become a Junior in college, I'm not all that pressed about it cause it only means I have to get ready to start a whole other year of chitchatting with people who I don't really know or care about and not to mention the group assignments... Ugh!

Everyone at my school knows me for being the badass since freshman year, I keep my circle small and it gives off a nice feeling to know that everyone stops and stares as you walk into a room though at times that shit pisses me off

What I'm definately excited about is basketball, I eat sleep and dream basketball, like that's my bae...basketball

Speaking of 'bae' I do not have a girlfriend but I got hoes....

I'm not one to call a girl out of their name but I will call you as though you act, so if you act like a thirsty hoe, I'm gonna call you one and etc

Anywho...after packing out my stuff I hopped into the shower

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Normani's POV

I'm excited for my first day tomorrow. Although it's at at new school but at least I have two friends that go there

Dinah, my best friend since we were in kindergarten and Ally, she is a close friend to both Dinah and I which I am grateful for.

Dinah and I are starting our Sophomore year while Ally is starting her Junior year, she has warned us about a few individuals that attend the school and those that are in here year

As I said this is gonna be a new school for me, my mom got a job here in Houston which required us to move from New Orleans.

I have two older sisters, their twins actually Ashley and Arielle. Our father isn't in the picture anymore but he's forever in our hearts

He died just two years ago from oesophagial cancer, the doctor told us that there was a chance that my sisters and I could have it also. So mom made us get tested

Arielle- Negative

Ashley- Negative

Normani- Positive

At the time, they said it was in its early stage, so they prescribed meds and other stuff and it was like that for almost a year

We went back for a check-up after 9 months per the doctor's request and we found out that instead of going away, it had progressed significantly and had reached my voice box

And that's when my life turned upside down, I started chemotherapy and a whole other rounds of test and biopsies which was very expensive

Anyway, it came down to surgery and I declined because at the time I was singing, I loved to sing, I would sing anywhere at anytime

Of course my mom and sisters were upset with me because I was basically choosing my voice over my life but they didn't understand that my voice was the only thing that people couldn't take away from me...

Well that's what I thought before I obliged and decided to do the surgery

I really did it because I know my mom couldn't handle losing the love of her life and her daughter to the same thing that could have been treated

Here I am now voiceless and have to be signing and writing to communicate with others. It is anything but fun

To not be able to voice your opinion or to even say 'I love you' to your mother is just heart breaking and also depressing but thanks to Dinah and my family, they've been there for me every step of the way and tries to cheer me up but they don't understand that apart of me is gone

At first it was hard, but now I've gotten use to not being able to talk to others. I just hope I won't be picked on like I did the first year in college