Okay warning now this will be short but I will be bored most of the day so I will probs upload twice today. Anyway into the chapter on Cristals pov. It means point of view.
Cristal POV
We walk silently to her class room, I think of everything that is bothering me but my latest situation is and the fact of what life means. I sit down on mine and Seamus desk, I look to his seat. "Ahhh Seamus is it" she says sitting next to me with two cups of tea and cake. "Yh and other stuff mostly life" I say looking into space, "well lets get your love life straight then we can move on ok" she says quietly. "Well I told Scarlet I liked him, she told him I ran to the black lake and thought about life and stuff you know. Like when you are sad or alone, then Seamus tricked me into telling him so I ran to my dorm. You know the rest" I said leaving out mine and Snapes secret convocation. "Yes well how do you feel what do you want" she asks sipping her tea. "Well I want to wait because it might just be puppy love and I will get over it in a year, but if I get with him now and it is then I will brake are friendship. You know how much that means to me" I say taking a bite out my cake. "Yes your friendship is very special, well just go with what you want and what happens well happens, just chose what you say carefully" she says. I nod "now next problem" she says sitting up. "Well life. Just life" I sigh, "what about life" she says intrigued. "Well that's it isn't it life is just a distraction to death, everyone is going to face death. And I'm going to face mine facing you know who and you know it. Dumbledore knows it Snape knows it all the teacher's know it, lots of humans will we know hes not dead to powerful to die. Did you think did you know that right now I am dieing and so are you. Just the thought of living and being alive is destracting you" I finish. "Well no and well you should be enjoying life not thinking about death and hiw you will face it" she says. I look to see her face she knows something I don't I know she does but she wont tell I know she wont looks like I will have to find out myself. "I CAN'T ENJOY LIFE IF I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IS OR WHO I AM" I say raseing my voice. She looked shocked and hurt. Oh god now I feel bad, "sorry I just broke and it's just been a eventful day well I think I tired if there is anything I could do to make it better because right now I feel like a big butt for being mean" I say sitting back down. "There is one thing, write a song about what you feel today miss your lessons and peform tomorrow at dinner" she asks. "Fine but I don't see how it will help" I say walking out the classroom just catching her smile.
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Not Quite A Diamond
FanfictionThis is story that I wrote when I was 11, I was really bad at English and writing but I keep this book published for those who think they're bad at writing. To go through and point out all the mistakes I've made, it works for me, hopefully it'll wor...
