Dishing The Dirt: Tommy Lee • Mötley Crüe •

Chapter 16

Tommy came home and me and Sharise decided to keep the whole situation hush hush. She tried to tell me she had a period and that there was no way she could be pregnant, but I knew neither of them used any kinda protection and we heard them every morning and every night. We made a pact to take another test from a different brand in a couple of days just in case of hormones or whatever and I'd call her. There was no way I could have two false positives in two different countries from two different brands, right?

Me and Tommy flew out to Greece and we'd been there for a few days now. It was so beautiful! We'd eaten our body weight in gyro's and loukoumades. The place Tommy booked was out of this world! It was all crystal white with pine wood accents. There were rose petals on the super king size bed and a big box of Grecian chocolates. Our bathroom was stunning. There was a huge walk in shower and a jacuzzi style bath. The toilet even had a push button to flush it. We'd spent the first few days sitting around our very own private infinity pool, on the balcony, that overlooked the acropolis.

Tommy had been drinking every single day. I stuck to soft drinks and fruit juices but Tommy was starting to moan that we had a free bar and I wasn't taking advantage of it, so I asked the bartender if Tommy got me a drink or we had some sent up to the room, to make some mocktails up for me or to just literally put fruit juice in a glass and jazz it up with straws. Even though I was "convinced" I wasn't pregnant, I still didn't want to take any risks.

I was lying on the sun lounger, wearing my white swim suit and catching the morning rays, thinking about how crazy my life had become. I could feel the nausea starting and glanced down at my stomach.

What if I really was pregnant? How would I tell Tommy? Would he freak? I mean... we're both still kids ourselves and our lives are changing dramatically.

I placed my hand over my stomach and... I felt different.

I started to gently rub it and wonder what I'd look like with a bump. I started smiling to myself as I thought about what it'd look like. Would it have Tommy's curly hair and height? Would it have my eyes? What would we call it?

"Sophia"

I looked to the left of me and I could see a woman standing there and a little girl running towards her with, what I could only assume to be her father behind her. She was holding something in her hand and then the woman picked her up. I watched on as the man walked over to the woman who was picking up her child and then handed her a freshly picked flower. I watched the 3 of them smile and relish in the family they'd created.

"There she is! There's my woman"

My concentration broke as I turned around to see Tommy stumbling towards me. He bent down to give me a kiss and all I could smell was pure vodka.

"You feeling alright?" He asked as he nodded towards my stomach.

"Yeah why?" I asked, instinctively.

"You're rubbing your tummy" he said as he sat down on the edge of the lounger.

"Oh I just think it's all the alcohol" I said as I rolled my eyes behind my sunglasses.

"Yeah I'm feeling pretty crappy..." he groaned as he lay in between my legs and rested his head on my stomach.

"How about we take a day off drinking and we actually go out and explore? We can hire a car or some quads or something?" He said as I started to play with his hair.

"Sounds good to me! Actually... you mind if we find a drugstore first? I gotta get some lady things" I said.

"Yeah! Of course baby" he said as he lit up a cigarette and rubbed my thigh with his hand.