D stands for devil

Damon was right

"Told you" he said in between our kiss. I took his shirt off quickly then he leaned back. I kissed him again and he pulled my dress off. "Do you want me to go first" he asked. "We can skip all that I want to have sex" I said. "Are you sure" he asked. "Yea" I said. "Doing other stuff first would help" he said. "We don't need to, feel" I said as I moved his hand to my underwear. "Okay fuck it then" he said. He kissed me again then flipped us over so he was on top of me. "It's going to hurt at first" he said. "I don't care just do it" I begged. He pulled a condom out of his pocket then pulled his pants down. "Ready" he asked. "Ready" I said. I opened my legs more and he put the tip in. I waited for the pain to come. He slowly pushed himself in more and more. I sucked in a sharp breathe. "You okay baby" he asked. "Y- yes" I said. His movements were slow. He was making sure it felt good for me not just for him. "Go faster" I said. He did as I asked. "Oh my god" I moaned. "Shit" he moaned. After a few more movements we were done. Afterwards we laid next to each other. "I should go pee so I don't get a uti" I said. He laughed but didn't protest. I looked in the mirror once I was finished. I was glowing. Something about me was different. When I went back into my room Damon was looking at my bookshelf. "Is all of this romance" he asked. "Most of it yes" I said. "You don't like any other genres" he asked. "Fantasy is okay but I mostly read romance" I said. He looked at my vanity next. "You like doing your makeup" he asked. "Yes but i don't use half of it I stick to the same 12 things" I said. "You only use the same perfume as well" he stated. "You can tell" I asked. "Yes you always smell like strawberries" he said. I smiled. "Your awfully noisy" I said. "I never got to look around I was always focused on other things" he said. "Right" I said. "Your blushing" he said. "Are you staying the night" I asked. "No" he said. "Okay" I said. "I have something to do tomorrow but I'll come over after" he said. "Okay" I said. He kissed me. "Oh and don't ever hit Lucas again" I said. "Don't kiss him again" he said in a serious voice. "I can't promise anything" I said. "Then I guess my first will be making another appearance with his face" He snapped. I kissed him with a laugh.

"Was I gentle enough" he asked. "Yes" I said. "Was it slow enough for you" he asked. "Yes" I replied. "Good" he said. He opened the door but before he walked out he said "it'll never be like that again". And with that he left. Damon was right I was his. I didn't want to admit it but it's true. I love Lucas but what I feel for Damon is to strong to ignore. I don't want to lead Lucas on so I know I have to tell him nothing can happen. I'll tell him tomorrow. I fell asleep thinking about a damaged boy with dark hair.