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✿ izu ✿

A/N: i feel really bad about not being more consistent with updates and i'm really sorry, even if it's only a few people reading my book i hate to disappoint you guys i love and appreciate you a lot ;-; i'm gonna try harder and hopefully be a bit more consistent, sorry for the long author's note ily ♡

pov:izuku
it had been a few days since our movie night and i still couldn't stop thinking about (Y/N). i saw how...close she and denki were. i couldn't help but be a little jealous, even though they'd been friends their whole lives. what if i'm not good enough for her? she's literally an angel (physically and metaphorically), how could i ever even hope to be anything to her? these were the thoughts keeping me awake as i lay in bed, unable to sleep. i looked at the clock on the table beside my bed, it read 2:36am. i groaned in frustration and sat up, getting out of bed and pacing around the room to hopefully get myself tired. maybe i'll get a snack and then try to sleep again, i thought. i went out into the hallway quietly and started walking towards the kitchen, careful not to wake anyone. i fixed myself a mug of hot chocolate and grabbed one of those cookies (Y/N) makes, going to sit at the counter. i ate the cookie and drank the hot chocolate but i knew i still wouldn't be able to sleep even though i was tired, my mind was too busy. so i got up and went to the only person who might be awake at this hour, the person i really wanted to see.

pov: (Y/N)
i was sitting on my bed reading a book by lamplight as i was also unable to sleep, stuffed animals and blankets surrounding me when i heard a soft knock at the door. who would be awake now, it's almost 3am! maybe i just imagined it. the person knocked again and i stood up, cautiously going to the door. i opened it slowly and saw izuku standing there in his pajamas, hair messy and crumbs on his shirt. "izuku? what are you doing here are you ok?" i asked. "sorry to bother you (Y/N), i couldn't sleep. i thought you might be awake too". "it's no problem, i can't sleep right now either. do you need something?" i said, still confused as to why he was here. ❤️"o-oh, it's kind of a weird request but do you remember that time you sang to me and i fell asleep? do you think maybe you could help me sleep now?" he asked nervously, looking down at the floor with a dusting of red joining his freckles. i giggled softly, "sure izu, if you think it'll help". i turned off my lamp and closed my door quietly, stepping out into the hallway and walking with izuku back to his dorm. once we got there izuku climbed back into his bed, motioning for me to join him. i smiled and sat down on top of the blankets next to him, starting to hum a soft melody. he seemed to relax and looked up at me intently, making me blush slightly and stop humming. "you know i get nervous, and besides if you want to sleep you need to close your eyes" i said playfully, closing his eyes gently with my hands. i started humming again, this time adding a few words here and there as i got more comfortable. i ran my hands through his hair almost instinctively and his breathing became more rhythmic and slow, signaling he was almost asleep. my eyes wandered around the room and i smiled at all his all might posters and figurines, he really is a fanboy isn't he! the song i was singing ended and melted into another one as i effortlessly weaved the soft melodies together, you wouldn't even know they were different songs. i looked back down at izuku and saw him staring up at me with pure admiration. 🧡his cheeks were a dark red and he had a big smile on his face, i could practically see his eyes turn into hearts! i blushed, embarrassed, and stopped singing, burying my face in my hands. "aww why'd you stop? it was so pretty" he said, sounding almost disappointed. "it really wasn't that good..." i said, still a little embarrassed, "of course it was! your voice is the most beautiful one i've ever heard (Y/N)! plus you want me to sleep don't you?" izuku said, blushing harder and taking my hand. he looked up at me with big puppy eyes, "pleeeeeease?" i giggled and nodded, "all right, if you think it'll help you sleep". i resumed the song hesitantly, the sweet melody filling the room again. izuku closed his eyes and sighed, letting himself fall asleep as i ran my hands through his hair comfortingly, him holding my arm. after a few minutes he was fast asleep, softly snoring occasionally. i smiled and tried to stand up but his grip on my arm tightened in his sleep. 💛i sighed and shook my head with a smile, sitting back down beside him. "mkay, two more minutes"
-the next morning-
my eyes fluttered open to sunlight streaming through the window. i was laying on izuku's bed in the same spot i'd been in a few hours before, the clock now reading 11:49am. i sat up slowly and looked around to see izuku at his desk doing schoolwork. he turned around and walked over to me with a smile, "oh, you're awake! good morning! did you sleep ok?" i nodded and swung my legs over the side of the bed, smoothing out my hair which i'm sure had gotten quite messy overnight. 💚"good morning izu, yeah i slept fine did you?" i said with a small yawn. he nodded and sat on the edge of the bed next to me, "i slept great, you really helped me (Y/N)!" he said with his signature big, cheerful smile, "do you wanna get something to eat together?" i hesitated, not wanting to eat but also not wanting to disappoint him...i'll figure something out later. "sure, did you have something in mind?" i smiled. his face lit up happily, "anything you want!" he took my hand, pulling me up off the bed quickly. i felt lightheaded and the room seemed to swim before my eyes as i was pulled to my feet. i haven't eaten since dinner three nights ago and even then i only had a slice of pizza with mina...my body barely has enough to keep me awake much less upright. i swayed and my knees buckled, my vision blurring as i slumped to the ground.💙 "(Y/N)!" izuku exclaimed, catching me before my head hit the floor, "(Y/N) are you ok? what happened? oh my gosh please wake up please". i was barely conscious but raised a hand to cup his face, the other one using his shoulder to pull myself up. "i'm fine izu, no need to worry. just stood up too fast that's all" i said with a weak smile. he hugged me tightly, cradling me in his arms as if i would break as easily as glass. he picked me up and gently set me back down on the bed, still looking very worried. i was a bit stronger now, sitting up on my own and taking his scarred, muscular hands in my small, cold ones. "i'm fine i promise izuku, it's not a big deal, happens all the time" i said with a smile. "(Y/N) please... don't do this to yourself, i want to help you. i know you're not eating and i've been doing some research" i guess he wasn't doing schoolwork "i think you have an eating disorder (Y/N), and whether you like it or not i'm worried about you. you're literally starving yourself, look what's happening to you! please let me help you (Y/N), you mean so much to me and i would be devastated if you were hurt" he said, his voice thick with emotion. i faltered, he knows? i didn't think anyone would notice, i've been doing so well at hiding everything so far! i really don't want him to worry, it's not a big deal and he has better things to worry about. i gently brushed away the tears forming in his eyes "oh izuku, please don't worry anymore ok? i promise you i'm alright, i just don't have much of an appetite in general. i'm perfectly fine as long as you are, and if you keep worrying about me i'll worry about you more, you don't want that do you?" i said comfortingly. he shook his head and hugged me tightly again, burying his face in my hair. "just please don't leave me". i stroked his hair, "of course i won't izu." he dried his tears and stood up, offering me his hand. i took it and he pulled me up slowly, carefully standing me up beside him and putting an arm around my waist. he placed his hand cautiously so as not to put pressure on my wound from the villains even though it was mostly healed, he really is so sweet! we left his room and started walking towards the cafeteria. i took a few seconds to regain my balance and when i felt less shaky i gently took his arm off to walk on my own. "see, i'm perfectly fine!" i said with a (somewhat forced) smile. he nodded hesitantly but still hovered close by as we walked, as if afraid i'd fall again. we reached the cafeteria and he pulled out a chair for me, helping me sit down (very sweet, albeit a bit unnecessary). "i told you i'm fine, this happens all the time it's nothing to fuss over" i said comfortingly, seeing how worried he still looked. i was telling the truth, this did happen quite frequently and i was feeling better now. i mean i was still a bit unsteady but i'm just fine to do things on my own.💜 "of course it is, you just passed out! after something as small as standing up too fast! wait here i'm gonna get us some food ok?" izuku said, going over to lunch rush before i could protest. i stood up and went over to him, "i don't need anything big izuku maybe just an apple or somethi- hey!" i squeaked as he scooped me up in his arms, carrying me back over and setting me back down in the chair. "stay sitting here, you need to rest! lunch rush is almost done making our food ok? and i'm definitely getting you more than an apple" he said definitively. i crossed my arms and pouted, "i'm not fragile izuku. i know you want to save people and be a hero but i don't need anyone to save me ok? i'm stronger than you think". he looked shocked for a second and then ashamed of himself. he plopped down in a chair and looked at the floor, "you're right (Y/N), i'm sorry. i wanted to help you but i took it too far, i will never underestimate you again. i'm worried about you and i want to make sure you're ok and safe but i won't treat you like you're fragile anymore, i'm sorry." i smiled and cupped his face in my hands, "it's ok izuku, i know you meant well and i don't love you any less. thank you for being so thoughtful to me, it really does mean a lot!" i said with a smile. he looked up happily, glad i wasn't angry. i stood up and opened my arms and he leaned into me, resting his head on my chest because he was still sitting down. he wrapped his arms around my waist and just let me hold him, nuzzling into me with a little hum. 💗i laughed softly and stroked his hair, absentmindedly humming the same tune from last night. he gave a little sigh and his muscles relaxed, finally able to stop worrying even if just for the moment. after a few minutes, i looked over and saw that our food was ready so i stopped humming and nudged his arm to try and signal him to let go. he reluctantly sat up, trailing his hands over mine for as long as possible as if he didn't want to break contact. i smiled and we both went over to lunch rush to get our food, izuku still keeping a close watch on me but not fussing over me like before. we sat down together and put our food down. izuku got me some sushi and a small bowl of noodles and a big bowl of katsudon for himself. he took a bite and looked at me expectantly, and i realized he was waiting for me to eat too. i picked up my chopsticks and looked down at the food, pushing the noodles around in the bowl as an attempt to stall. "(Y/N), eat" he said, pushing the bowl closer to me. i shook my head, "...i can't". i can't quite explain it, but i couldn't eat. i was hungry but my stomach didn't want food, or maybe it did and my brain was telling it no. just the thought of eating anything made me slightly nauseous and even though logically i knew i'd feel better if i ate, it was like i didn't want to feel better. or i didn't deserve to. izuku didn't ask questions, gently taking the chopsticks from my hand and picking up a piece of sushi. he brought it to my mouth, "aah", he said, opening his mouth to show me how as if he thought i'd forgotten. he nudged my lip with the sushi and i opened my mouth reluctantly, letting him feed me a piece. "there see? that wasn't so bad" he said with a smile. i took the chopsticks back and smiled "yeah i guess not". we spent the rest of the meal in a comfortable silence, him eating happily and me slowly but surely picking my way through the food until i'd finished it all. we threw away our trash and started walking back to the dorms. izuku pulled me into a tight hug before cupping my face in his hands. "i'm so proud of you", he said softly, brushing my cheek with his thumb. i giggled softly and blushed, "thank you izuku"

forgot to do this with denki sorry but here are your IzuThoughts lol
❤️- i had to think of something quickly so she wouldn't think i was creepy but as i said it i realized it was true, it probably would help me!
🧡- she's so talented and beautiful and amazing in every single way i love her so much how can she be this perfect aaaaaa
💛- i wasn't fully asleep, i just wanted her to stay...
💚- aww she's so cute like this, i can't help but imagine what it'd be like to wake up next to her every morning...
💙- i saw the marks under her eyes flicker as she swayed and i lurched forward to catch her as she fell, silently praying she was ok. when was the last time she'd eaten? she looked so weak i couldn't help but worry.
💜- this happens all the time? that's worse! does she think this is normal? she'll never admit she's not ok will she.
💗- i was glad she's not angry at me, although she is kinda cute when she's mad, and she gives the best hugs!

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