"For This"

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by dreamerboy210

by dreamerboy210

TW: Selfharm

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George stared at his reflection in the mirror, blade in hand.

His bestfriend, Clay, was in the other room, waiting for the shorter to come back in.

George raised the blade to his wrist, pushing down and dragging it across his arm, the blade tearing his pale, soft skin.

George winced at the contact, the blood raising from his pumping veins and spilling out of every cut he made. Soon, his entire arm was littered with cuts, blood gushing from all of them.

George cleaned his cuts, wrapped them up, then wiped down the marbled sink.

George walked back to the bedroom his friend was in, Clay heard the small, quiet footsteps of the small boy and smiled at him as he walked through the doorway, patting the bed.

"The only reason why I'm staying..." George thought to himself

George sat down and Clay grabbed his hand. George gasped and looked at the blonde beside him, Clay arched an eyebrow.

"Is this okay?" the boy scanned the brunette's face for any sign of discomfort.

George only nodded and Clay smiled softly as he intertwined their fingers. Clay's eyes flicked down to his lips and trailed back up to George's eyes.

Clay blushed and turned his attention back toward the TV playing infront of them. George laid his chin on Clay's shoulder and kissed the freckled boy's ear.

Clay's face was swept with a dark shade of red as he turned to look at George. Their lips brushed against eachother ever so slightly and both boys blushed furiously.

But, nevertheless, they decided to stay in the position they were in.

"Clay I'm sorry.." George muttered against the blonde's lips.

"For what?" the taller mumbled back.

George backed out of the position they were in and sighed. He lifted his sleeves and heard a small gasp from the boy infront of him.

He made eye contact with Clay, only to see the shocked expression on his face, tears pooled into both their eyes and Clay choked a sob.

"For this.."

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Word Count: 324- Short, I get it

I KNOW! I'VE BEEN GONE FOR WEEKS THEN I HIT Y'ALL WITH THE ANGST- I'M SORRY 😩