A/N : bruh i'm doing another one with alfie in bc why not
this might be a bit sad i'm very sorry😁
part 2 maybe?
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Y/N'S POV "yeah well if you wouldn't fucking lie about where you are maybe this wouldn't have happened" i screamed at my boyfriend, he'd been acting strange recently and coming home awfully late so as most people would, i had my suspicions.
"i wasn't lying to you y/n, i'm not cheating on you and i swear if you even mention it one more time i will leave" louis threatened. my heart sank at that comment but he wouldn't do that to me or even to our little boy.
"you're not exactly giving the most convincing argument louis" i huffed and left the kitchen to go upstairs to bed. that's where i saw alfie peaking his head out from his bedroom door, lord did i feel so awful.
i felt like such a shitty mum. "hey hey go back to sleep alf" i sniffled, drying tears from my eyes and face. "i can't sleep there's too much noise" be responded, the sad look on his face as he saw me crying broke me into pieces, how could i let him hear that argument.
"cm'ere" i said, reaching my arms out for him. i picked his fragile body up and carried him to mine and louis' room. i placed him on the bed and tucked him under the covers, "i'll be back in a few minutes ok? try and go to sleep" i told my son whilst stroking his head gently.
i left to go and see what louis was doing, leaving... he was actually just leaving. "where are you pissing off to then?" i asked him, still visibly upset.
"don't know probably just my mum and dad's" he responded, refusing to look at me. "is that it then? are w-we done?" i stuttered trying my best to hold back my tears. he just shrugged, oh i felt so loved.
"when will you be back?" "god y/n stop asking so many shitting questions, i don't know when and if i'm going to be back alright?" ive never seen him so angry, then again i did just accuse him of cheating. what if i'm wrong? now i feel awful, i'm doubting myself for doubting him.
"lou i'm sorry" "sorry didn't cut it for you when i tried to apologise" louis snapped back. my tears couldn't help themselves but fall in bucket-loads from my tired eyes.
"what about alfie, he's worried already. now you're just leaving and he's bound to ask so many questions. we can't do that to him" i expressed my biggest concern, our son. he's young and clueless, what am i going to tell him?
"again i don't know" he mumbled, opening the door, "bye" i shouted. *slam* he's gone. was it for good or just temporarily? i sat on the stairs and stared at the door, crying a river.
"i love you louis" i mumbled to myself. "mummyyyy!" i heard alfie call for me, oh god he can't see me like this. "i'm coming honey" so i braved it, drying my eyes once more and taking deep breaths.
"alright let's go to sleep now" i said, climbing into my bed. alfie unexpectedly snuggled up to my side, he's the sweetest child. "mummy it's ok don't be sad" he said, my heart instantly melted at those words. "i'm alright baby" i sighed. "where did daddy go?" oh no, what do i say? surly telling him where he is wouldn't be so awful.
"he's just gone to nanny and grandad's house but he'll be back soon alright, get some sleep then you can see him quicker"
"ok, i love you mumma" he replied, nuzzling his head closer to me. i felt so blessed, louis had given me this beautiful baby boy, looked after me when times were rough, loved my unconditionally and i accused him of cheating because he was coming home late a few nights in a row, not acting himself.
was i over reacting? i felt sick to the fact i might have made him feel like shit if it weren't true. i was overthinking an unhealthy amount, usually this means i'll probably have a panic attack. that's when louis helped me a lot too, he understood and knew exactly what to do.
i hope he's ok, maybe i should text him. it's a long shot and he won't respond but i should do it anyway. i grabbed my phone from the bedside table and took some deep breaths to prevent myself from panicking too much.
louis❤️ 22:57
y/n hey lmk when you get to ur parent' just want to know you're safe xx read 23:04 assuming you're there? read 23:09 ok well goodnight, can we talk tomorrow? read 23:20
still no response, i expected it though...
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A/N : might make a part 2 i'm not sure lmk if u want one tho x
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