Waste It On Me (Yoonmin Au)

12- Scary night

Silver-sad
Brown-tired or sick
Black-emotionless
Purple-love
Yellow-scared

Jimin p.o.v

I woke up to the sound of a muffled cry, trying to adjust to the darkness I noticed faint light entering the window telling me it was almost dawn, my mind processed my surroundings and I remembered I'm still in Yoongi's bedroom,
Another muffled whine made me completely awake, turning around I saw Yoongi sleeping on his back sweating with a pained expression.

I sat up and turned on the lamp on the nightstand, he was clutching the sheets in his hands so tightly and his face was scrunched up in pained feared expression, my heart beats fastened and I started shaking his shoulders to wake him up, he jerked and shouted trying to get away from me and I started panicking now.

"Yoongi!! Yoongi wake up!",
His head turned left and right dripping sweat and whining in pain,
I straddled his lap and slapped his cheek slightly yelling his name, he woke up with a yelp and sat up quickly almost making me fall off his lap, he was panting so hard and clutching his shirt and shaking.

I hugged him and shushed him softly telling him he is fine, whatever nightmare he was having must have been a horrible one, I've never seen Yoongi like this before, he grabbed the back of my shirt pulling me too him and burying his face in my chest, his chokes made my heart squeeze and I sat there waiting for him to calm down,
I ignored the fact that I wasn't wearing any boxers, Yoongi is more important right now.

He calmed down and sat up properly with his eyes closed, I rubbed his cheek softly and pecked his chin, he opened his eyes and I stared at his orbs in shock and horror,
Yoongi's eyes were a mix of black, silver and brown, the three colors were shifting inside his orbs fighting for dominance, I've never seen anything like this before...

A small string of yellow appeared too,
Scared...
I snapped out of my staring moment and noticed that Yoongi had tears in his eyes staring at me with scared tired expression, he looked so small and hesitant making my heart squeezing inside my chest.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and back pulling him to my chest and rubbing softly, his body was so tense not relaxing at all, I kissed his ear and cheek trying to ease his mind but it didn't work, he pulled away from me and closed his eyes again,
"Open the drawer of the nightstand".

His voice was weak and merely a whisper, I got off his lap pulling my shirt down and did as he said and noticed it's the pills drawer,
"Hand me two pills of the orange ones please",
I gave him the two pills pouring him a glass of water and watched him as he drank it slowly.

He relaxed his body with his eyes still closed, I got up and walked to the closet getting myself a pair of sweatpants and putting them on,we need to talk and I can't talk with my butt flashing at him like that, I grabbed another pair of sweatpants for him.

I crawled back into the bed and sat next to him facing him, a minute passed silently then he opened his eyes, they were yellow,
Only yellow,
I grabbed his hand and he flinched, my eyes softened and I sat closer to him noticing how he avoided my gaze, I grabbed his chin turning his face to me, he stared into my silver eyes with desperation and anticipation.

I smiled softly at him and bent down kissing his lips softly, he was hesitant but gradually pushed back against my lips, we pulled away and when he opened his eyes they were purple, my heart fluttered in happiness at the pure color although it wasn't dark, actually it was so light but it was there!

My smile fell and I watched in horror  black strands attacked the purple color covering it so quickly, Yoongi was still staring at me as if he knows what was happening to his eyes while I sat there staring with tears as the beautiful color got swallowed up by the nasty blank one.

"Wh..what? The purple color...it...it disappeared! Yoongi why??",
He looked to the side and stayed quiet,
"Yoongi please...I've had enough just tell me your secret already!",
He shook his head and small tears fell down his face,
"Y-you..will leave...you will leave me",
His voice was so small and broken it hurt my chest.

I cupped his cheeks and made him look at me,
"Min Yoongi! Do you see these eyes?! Do you really think I would leave the only person who can pull this color out of me?!!",
He stared into my dark purple eyes and more tears fell,
"Jimin please...I'm trying to open little by little...d-don't pressure me..".

I stayed silent staring into his black orbs then sighed and pulled away from him,
"okay..you are right..I'm sorry love",
He looked at me in shock and then looked down,
"Don't you think there must be a reason?",
I turned to him,
"Yeah..like we had our names",
He smiled slightly and nodded,
"Everything has a reason...I will tell you mine soon".

"I know...and everything is gonna get better",
"Don't you think we got another season that...comes after spring?",
"Winter doesn't always refer to coldness  and loneliness Yoongi, and I love Winter any way so stop, it's gonna get better, stop saying that it's gonna turn into Winter",

"But...I wanna be your Summer",
I sighed and grabbed his hand in mine,
"And I wanna be your wave",
He looked at me curiously,
"I want to be with you in your ups and downs...just like a wave...just give me the chance",
He squeezed my hand and smiled pulling me to him and pecking my lips twice,
"I do"...

I nodded feeling my heart warming up and swelling with love and happiness, I pecked his lips as well and hugged him pulling him down under the covers with me to sleep for two more hours before we wake up for work.

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Big part of the Yoongi's story was revealed and another part of the song's lyrics were said 👀👌🏻😉

It's 2:3 am now so ima go (。-ω-)zzz
Goodnight ✨🐥💜

I love you all 🐥✨💜