Arcane [H.S AU]

THIRTY FOUR

Four weeks ago

I've done nothing but drink, Niall came back from Lunas the other day in a piss poor mood. He won't tell me what was said, all he said was she seemed broken which didn't help me then grabbed a bottle of jack and joined me.

I sit here on my bed with my dog laid at the bottom, I think the only reason I haven't blacked out majorly is because of that dog, even he looks tired and done with my shit.

"I fucked it, I know" talking to him as if he is going to reply, I think he misses Luna, he isn't the only one, I miss how she would look at me and my dog, the way she made my life make sense.

Instead of taking him out I walk out of my room in hoped of finding some drugs today, feeling rather empty and self destructive.

I've been trying to score drugs for the past three days, but every time I go to pick up Niall pipes up and stops me.

I however got out today, meaning I can pick up, I quickly stopped at the bar in order to grab some cash from the safe. I know there's a chance I could bump into Liam but I have no cares about that.

The bars slightly busy, it's loud and I'm drunk so this is not a good mix, I hate being around people when I'm drunk unless I'm fucking someone, but my dick won't even get up for me let alone another woman.

I've been tempted to fuck Niall but even if I am a drunk, I know it's a bad idea. I can't do that to Luna no matter how sexually frustrated I am.

I slowly walk up to the office, trying to figure out where I'm going. I stumble into the office and low and behold Liam is suckig Face with someone at his desk, all I can see is that she's blonde.

"Shit Harry, can't you knock." I stifle a laugh.

"I deeply apologise your highness." I stand up straight and salute.

The blonde turns and the colour drains from my body, the bile rises in my throat.

Courtney!

Why is she everywhere? She was with Chris not long ago and now she's with Harry. Something isn't right. I grab the small bin and empty the contents in my stomach into the bin.

Liam knows about Courtney, he knew what he was doing, he wanted this. Fuck.

"Hi Harry." I could be sick again from her voice alone, she's sitting on his desk with a smug smile, what a cunt.

"Nope, I'm not even going to touch this, I came for money and then I'm leaving." I grab my little tin safe from my desk drawer, not bothering to even acknowledge those two.

Walking out of the office with my money, soemhtings going on but I don't have any cares about life right now, all I want to do is get high and forget all about my fuck ups.

I pick up the pills and coke from my dealer and get a taxi back home. I take a tab whilst I'm in the taxi and hope it kicks in just before I get home in order to cope with Niall's incessant drunk rambling.