❦→[obligation]
lately my brain gets impuissant
in comprehening your actions,
erstwhile tried protecting my collapse as do the surfactants
but something tells me i'm just another distraction
it took me too long to find out — that our gibbous was a cresent,
trying to let go, but holding on still to the subsits doubts
why has my merit suddenly lessend?
throw pebbles right here —
and come back to find aching ornaments resting in my hair
these are the things that do not even deserve, stating
uneven, unjust blue birds
announce you feel the same hurt, the same aching
are the truths i drop not enough?
your old favorite sticker — their hands are ripping off
thick bloodstreams dripping on,
attempting to paint potraits on embroidered black chiffon
why is there desperation?
for something you knew is pretend
take another look at the picture in magnification,
as we sink our last drinks in the cement
lately i've become your obligation
you have plenty to pick you up when i sleep
but all i have is you — so please
just before you leave,
let me go first professing with ease
lately i've wondered
if the message was a broadcast,
to all your slaves, characters and the whole cast
and if my words make you scunder
if you ever sit and wonder,
about me when the blue pours and thunders
i've been feeling certain,
that you hide it behind curtains
all the words which are said in hesitation,
and holding on to dead communication
why do we stay?
when they could just say
that i'm nothing but their ineludible obligation
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| musings harmonizing
Poetryhi! <3 this is a collection of my self written poems/songs over the years. lowercase intended. possible triggers - i have introductory poems in the begging to showcase my writing style, with one old and one new poem. - most of this is imaginative...
