wish i were american
at least i'd get therapy,
or go to multiple concerts till it all got blurry
lashing out the cynical
in a crowd of girls embodying reveries
cause my poems are rarely
about shit I've actually seen
I freeze in chairs, burnt with anger
herein,
when it gets so loud, static is all we feel
asking, begging's hopeless
as we're all in agony
waiting to pass a final test
before sleeping at last,
free from the processes that shatter me
shoulders that withered from holding up the world like atlas
floating away in paints stronger than adoration
while our bodies flatten
into ashes left to mingle in memories of observation
mortality is worse than being satan
despite the people
that make you need to butcher your skin off
no one teaches you textbooks can be lethaso i minimize my being, my mere existence into a travesty dwarf
an unconscious subject of comedy,
breathing, throwing up glitter
from the snake of my chest that snares and slithers
out the nape but never escapes
for it is the root to the remedy
but it's the wrong one
so if you see a doctor, refer me
i'd be the patient with their name written down
in the list of unfortunate cases that couldn't heal
and when my seat in the room is vacant,
you'll reminisce the patient
that said mortality is worse than being satan
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| musings harmonizing
Poetryhi! <3 this is a collection of my self written poems/songs over the years. lowercase intended. possible triggers - i have introductory poems in the begging to showcase my writing style, with one old and one new poem. - most of this is imaginative...
