| musings harmonizing

musing

tame your soul,
make your mind
work like mine,
play your respective role

what if i feel moored no more?
what if i drag my own boat away from the shore?
with each attempt at flight,
increase the consequences of my plight

they lower the keys of my piano,
as if it were an instrument of percussion
expecting sounds of screaming solo,
and hearing only the pain of devotion

does it hurt?
to find comfort,
in shadows that lurk
in the forts of the blue blooded

i write letters,
to the sun all the time
it assurs that things will get better,
but it never really read my rhymes

as the heat slowly dissolved them,
in the black shades of dark - the same way it did with the plant of my heart
removed and replaced from its stem

find me in my cage,
for that is where i dwell
with the black hole of my spite and rage,
but beware - for i am an issue that forbids to be dealt
with similar sounds of a young age

i won and lost battles everyday,
and wrote about the moon for a hundred years
now you look at me and say
that you adore all that is me, including the combusting fears

but please don't cry for me,
for you hang on me stronger than my insanity
if you see me freeze again,
just let it be

i know your windows' chameleon glass,
longs to see the empty canvas of my face
but how could i let you know? that the shadow you cast,
paint me at the highest pace

only observe from a distance,
when they ruin me and i ruin me more
drip and drop all of me as do the wick stands

wasn't i just,
the stuffed toy
you used to trust,
the one thing that brought a dead child joy

then curiosity told you to discover me deeper,
so you took a tiny scissors
and stepped a little nearer,
i was filled with cotton, you figured

so when will you stitch back these wounds of mine?
or sell me to some other kid for half the rate,
i could never hold the place where i used to reign,
because all of this was a cloud of musing's delight