reaper

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→[reaper]

the thought of scars
and stabs,
surrenderd by your own, like weak old rags
the fall of the brightest star

let the repear hold your hand,
and practice the waves of his brush
notice the paintings on your barren land?
where you once hid those layers of old untouched dust

he's similar to you and me,
afraid of nothing
but loosing the only light he sees,
and doors he closed never opening again

as the repear plays pieces of diffidence,
you want him to pause
because you get madder with every struck of wire,
don't break the stage while you break the laws

do you remember a time
when he didn't hold you back?
creatures sublime,
hold back the most lacks

if you were cursed
ever since birth,
why forget?
that smoke never hid a cigarette
and only ever lit people into flames of regret

if  you're stuck inside,
i'll burn the candlelights
and stay till the pain resides,
even when your trust in me divides

he swings for your life,
searching the world from left to right
it's the film
of icarus falling from the same height

it's him and you again,
a rock strength leaps and weakens
and weathers into pieces
you look too creased
to break and bend the leash

the hall is empty again,
they all left
before the new day begins
this is a secret kept
safe from years,
when he comes back with all his fears
please stay with me right here.

tw // anxiety

i'm not usually an open person but i would like to explain that here the grim reaper represents anxiety. i've had severe anxiety issues from as long as i could remember, it stops me and pushes me from loving people that i care about and follows me everywhere.  i often get random surges of anxiety  and i wrote this when that happened

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