Speechless (Karlnap)

~Chapter 7~

-_-_-_Later that night-_-_-_-

Karl P.O.V

"Why did you do that? Why........WHY would you do that"

I look over at the clock on my bedside table: 11:43 pm. It had been 4 hours since I tried to go to sleep, and all I can do stare up at the ceiling and think about what happened today. My feelings are scattered.

"He looked so disgusted after. I didn't even ASK if he wanted to be kissed? Stupid Stupid Stupid. He was just trying to help, and I did THAT"

I lifted a hand to touch the bandage on my forehead. 

"But...the way he cared for me. No ordinary friend would do what HE did, would they?"

I replayed the moment in my head: How his jacket made me feel warm and happy, how he held me and carried me into the office when I was hurt. His hold on me was so inviting; it made me feel safe, I practically nuzzled into his chest as he carried me. And the way he pressed the ice pack on my cheek: he was so gentle and kind. 

I remembered his eyes as they looked into mine, like he could see all of me. The green was like none that I have ever seen, like a scene from a fairytale. I was hypostatized.

He could have left me. He didn't have to do any of that....but he did. 

"What? he's fine? Lets just go" I could hear dream say in the hallway as I was walking. I then remembered how he looked at me when we were at his house: so...so angry.

"Sapnap said he was fine. Sapnap wouldn't lie...Sapnap....eheibndoewnf"

I was exhausted and wanted to sleep, but I just couldn't. I sat up on my bed and looked around my room. I spotted sapnap's hoodie on my backpack near my desk; I texted him earlier and said I would wash it for him. 

"well.....it's not THAT dirty" 

I climbed off my bed and went to grab the hoodie, slipping it on as I flopped back on my bed face first. It still smelled like him I thought to myself as I slowly drifted off to sleep.

_-_-_The Next day-_-_-_(For those lost, this is Thursday; Chapter 1 was Monday)

Dream P.O.V

I think I got the first verse of my song done. I had already done the classwork for today, so I started to continue my work for the project. Karl was working on something in his notebook and sapnap was just on his phone sitting across from me.

Sapnap insisted that we move a desk close to us so he doesn't have to sit in the back corner, and I said it was not a bad idea, better than him just ditching me to go sit with him

"Hey sap, I think I have the first verse completed for my song, could you look it over for me?"

"yeah sure one sec" he was on his phone texting

Sapnap P.O.V

I quickly sent the message and put my phone down, holding out my hand to take dream's work and waiting for a response.

No One's P.O.V

Dream sat waiting as sapnap read the verse on the paper. As he did, he heard a ding come from Karl's desk. Karl picked up his phone to look at it, he sat for a second, then typed out a response and put his phone down and turned back to his notebook. As he did, sapnap got another notification on his phone.

"This is pretty good man, you'll for sure get an A on--oh hang on"  Sapnap gave dream his music back and took out his phone again. He sat there confused then typed out a message. Karl's phone dinged.