𝕊𝕒𝕗𝕖 & 𝕊𝕠𝕦𝕟𝕕 (𝔸𝕝𝕪𝕔𝕚𝕒 𝔻𝕖𝕓𝕟𝕒𝕞-ℂ𝕒𝕣𝕖𝕪 x Reader)

thirteen

"Oh little miss perfect is harming herself," she laughed as I stayed up against the wall. Tears filled my eyes and rolled down my cheeks, staring at her and her two friends. All of them were laughing and I shook my head, trying to remain calm after they took all my stuff and ripped all my notes. After they tore off my sleeves of my sweater. That was the only thing that was covering the damage I've done to myself.

"Sweetie if you wanted harm done you should have just came to one of us," one of the other girls said. All of them laughing again before the one looks to the two and nods her head. Holly Gretchen was known as the queen bee of the school and known to get away with whatever she did all because her daddy was the principal. The two other girls Ocean Lowe and Virginia Rhodes was just as mean and cruel with their dads giving generous donations to the school.

"Let go!" I shout feeling Ocean and Virginia's hands grab me and hold me still. "Let go!" I fight, trying everything and anything I could to get out of their grip. But nothing was giving. Holly walked up and bent down grabbed the razor blade that had fell out of my bag. I bite my lip and take deep breathes praying this doesn't go to how I think it is.

"Poor thing. So young and fragile-" Holly pauses standing up and locking my eyes with her. She takes a step forward, our faces inches apart. "If you grew a backbone or something maybe we wouldn't pick you. You're such an. easy. target." The girl reaches her hand up and swiftly presses the blade into my forearm. I tense and bite on my bottom lip harder as she stops pushing the blade in. I thought she'd push it in more but she didn't. She swiftly pulled it down slicing my skin then tearing the blade away.

I close my eyes and clench my jaw. "Does that feel good Y/N?" Virginia asks but I stay silent, which was a mistake as I feel the blade placed back on my forearm and pushed deeper into my skin this time. I tense and open my eyes to lock with Holly's wicked smirk.

"She asked you a question," Holly spoke. I shook my head from side to side.

"Please, just leave-leave me alone," I say but I feel the blade cut me. I wince before feeling the two girls holding onto me let go and shove me into the wall before their laughters fill the air. I slide down the hall, Holly tossing the blade towards me. I watch as it lands to the side of me. When it lands I glance up and see the three exiting the bathroom as the bell rings.

Tears overwhelm my eyes as I glance down to my arm, blood pouring out. I pick up my hand and grab my sleeve that they had torn off and jumble it up placing it over the cuts to stop the bleeding.

My eyes pop open as tears fall down my cheeks. Heavy breathes escape me as I shake my head and sit up, finding myself on my bed leaning against the wall.

I reach up my hands and wipe at my eyes feeling them burning. When I drop my hands I look to the nightstand finding the time read 4 A.M. I tear my eyes away and shake my head glancing down at my arms. Faint scars ran up and down them including the longest one from Holly when I was 12 years old.