Loving Jaxton ✔️

Chapter 12 - a fucking monster

Jaxton's POV

I knew Rylee was stuck in my head and now, now I can't get her out, she's a fucking little monster inside of my head. I also know she thinks I'm a liar and I'm not, but she doesn't trust me anymore and I fucked that all up. If I can't have her I'll prove to her that she needs me. And I know it's wrong but I want her and I know she wants me too.

The way she rocked her hips on mine, the way she kissed my neck, the way she moved her tongue with mine, told me everything I needed to know. She's too perfect to break up with the asshole she's with because she's blinded by the fact that they have been together so long.

But I've always been told, years can feel like days with the right person and days can feel like years with the right person. And Ry is my right person. We might never work out, but I want that chance before it's taken away.

I'm in my house making dinner when I feel Bee come rub on my legs. I lean down petting him as he meows at my feet letting me know it's time for his dinner. So I pop a can open and put it in his bowl as he eats his tuna chunks.

I turn back around cooking my chicken and broccoli when the front doorbell rings. I must have left the front gate open on accident, shit, solicitors. Cutting the stove burners down, I walk towards the door and open it. But who is standing on my doorstep shocks me.

"Hey Jax." Poppy tells me holding my shirt in her hand that I completely forgot at her apartment this morning when I ran out.

"I figured you'd be home by now so I stopped by to bring you your shirt. How's your gramps?" She asks extending her hand to me as she gives me my shirt back. I didn't even text her today, and I know I should have. I threw on a hood and my jeans and was gone before she could even say anything to me.

"He's better, just needs to get his infection under control." I tell her as she nods and looks at my boot on my foot.

"And how's your foot?" She asks looking at it from where her tiny five foot three frame is standing as I smile. "I'm good Poppy, thank you for bringing this back. I'm sorry I skipped out on you like that." I tell her as she nods.

"No worries, we're just friends. Have a Goodnight Jax." She tells me turning in her high top Golden Goose sneakers and leggings with her tank on. Thinking about Rylee's messed me up and I need a distraction. Poppy's always been there, and I need her right now.

"Do you want to come in?" I ask as she slowly turns back around. "I don't want to intrude." She tells me as I open the door wide and throw my tee on the entryway table.

"Come on, you're welcome." I tell her as she smiles and steps in. When I close the door she hugs me and rubs my neck in her hands before pulling away and surprising me. She leans onto her toes and kisses me directly on the lips before rubbing my face and placing my hands on her hips.

"I need you Jax." She whispers onto my lips as she runs her hand through my brown hair. "What do you mean?" I ask as I pull away from her and hold her still.

"I've had a long day at work with customers and I'm stressed. My periods coming in two days and I'm hormonal and horny as fuck. Especially after how you fucked me until I was so sore I could barely walk, still. But I love that feeling, knowing where you were." She tells me rubbing my chest as she smiles at me.

"Can we make this happen?" She asks winking as I kiss her cheek and rub her back. As long as she makes me forget Ry she can do whatever she wants.

"After dinner, I'm starving." I tell her as I pull her into the kitchen with me. "Do you want something?" I ask as she shakes her head no.