Chapter 13 - steps backwards

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*The rose box!*

*The rose box!*

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Rylee's POV

After dinner with Jacob we're snuggled onto the couch watching a sweet romance movie. I'm wearing a sweatshirt and tight little spandex shorts with my hair in a big bun and he's in his usual attire for around the house. He's wearing his boxer shorts and a tee shirt. We're laying on the long sided L-shape of the couch and I'm in between his legs laying onto his chest as he rests on the couch behind me.

This is what I love. I don't want fancy nice dinners except on our anniversary that's coming up in a few weeks actually, and special times like when he got his job promotion. I want this, simple, and just low key, us spending time together.

"He's not a smart man" Jac tells me rubbing my stomach under my hoodie while watching the movie. We're also cuddled under a blanket and I've got M&M's stashed with me since chocolate is all I want. "What do you mean he's in love with her" I tell him as he laughs.

"He shouldn't tell her in a public restaurant that he loves her. What if she doesn't feel the same way?" he asks as I laugh.

"You remember when you first told me that?" I whisper looking back at him. I do, we were sitting together in the library and he was helping me study for pharmacology, which was the hardest class I ever took when I broke down crying. He held me in his arms and told me that no matter if I passed my test or not, he'd still love me. That's the same night I lost my virginity to him my sophomore year.

"That was a good night" he whispers into my ear making me blush as he rubs my stomach. "It was so easy back then." I whisper closing my eyes as I rub his thigh.

"Can I ask you something?" I ask as he rubs my hips. "Yeah" he whispers watching the movie before his phone goes off beside us. He quickly picks it up and smiles reading a text before sitting it down, "Just Edward" he tells me referring to his best friend from college.

"When we have sex, how does it make you feel?" I ask him bluntly as I pause the movie. I turn on his chest and sit up as I straddle his lap and place my hands around his neck. He pulls the blanket around my hips and leans back into the couch with me on his waist as he rubs my hips.

"Where is that coming from?" he asks me as I sit still. "Answer me first" I whisper to him.

"It makes me feel good, I rather enjoy having sex with you." he tells me as I nod an rub his neck.

"Now where is this coming from?" he asks as his phone vibrates again and I snatch it off the couch without reading it and silence it. This conversation is about to be important to me.

"I want to try other stuff" I whisper to him as I stare into his eyes. "Explain" he demands sitting up fully to have this conversation with me.

"I just, we're so plain. I want to try oral sex, and toys, or maybe even handcuffs, something kinky" I tell him blushing as my cheeks set on fire. "Who are you and what did you do with my sweet innocent RJ?" he asks as I push his chest.

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