The divorce

chapter 24

Katrina

Day 5 of  being in the camp , I feel like my whole life took a turn on 360 degrees ,

I drive this body of mine like a zombie ,  Working out like a mad woman , and at the end of the day I usually cry my self to sleep . I hope this changes ,

I had a twisted ankle and I walk limping every step I take ,No matter how much  you are hurt it's not their problem . You deal with your shit on your own, that's what the sergeant says .

It doesn't mean there isn't a place where you could go for helping aid , but I am  a new  recruit  and I would look  weak , I don't want to be looked down on becuase of a small injury ,

Every night I would apply some oinments that I asked from one of the girls, we don't spend a lot of time with the males as we have been training now and then ,

The only time we see each other is  the meal times .

You don't eat like you are home here , you eat fast  and it doesn't matter if the food is hot nor cold becuase the moment when the sergeant calls our groups ,

We left everything behind and dang , we are on the fields again .

I am not complaining ,becuase when I looked at the others who have the higher positions than us ,my mind wakes up and want to do more ,

I want to work hard , I want to reach in higher grounds , I want to be just like them or more .

We were doing burpees  at the moment , and one of us twisted her back and she ended up yelling,

We knew she was injured , quickly I helped her with another girl as we were instructed to take her to the first aid area ,

Hang in there .. I shooshed seeing her face filled with pain . Tears brimmed down her eyes ,

I felt sorry for her, may she recover quickly or else ... I don't know what will happen to her .

After leaving her there , we went back to training .. I was exhausted and tired  .

"All of you up !! "Sergeant jackson in all her mighty barked ,

You guys didn't do shit here , As you all know today I feel like I want to see some of you get a little worked up.
Shaking my head , I tried to understand what she means .

I am not a person who laughs with anything that any of you do ,just becuase none of you is funny. 

She gave us the stoned face as she looked at us with a little sneer and a hidden smirk . 

"But I assure you ... I train well . "She finished ,

"We are not dogs," I heard a girl beside m scoffing and ladies and gents , the woman had very good sense of thoughts .

Her name is Diane , and she saved me becuase I was about to say the same thing .

"Come again, ? "Sergeant asked her ,

I .. umm  she stuttered and stood straight looking forward .

Fifty push ups ,you , you , you , Come forward ! She yells angstly .

I and the other chosen four were called ,

What the hell did I do , ?

You are going to be an example to everyone who talks back when they are not allowed to ,

Yes seargeant ! We yelled .

Deep down I was dying inside , This  woman  wants me to hate her more ,