The divorce

chapter 26

Katrina

I was in bed , I couldn't sleep as I turned my body here and there ucomfortably . It was all dark and everyone is alseep ,

I sighed and sat on my bed . I took my diary and I contemplated what to write

I am not sure how I adopted this , but well here I am after a lot of loneliness and alot of training , I had to step back and think of my mental illness and I chose to write about every sort of thing that I feel within me ,

A little peace won't hurt right,?

After thinking of what to be noted down , I started ..

Dear diary ..

It has been two months , and we are still in training . I haven't thought about anything but my mom , brother and sister .
I wish days could go faster so that I can meet them , I missed every minute I had with them and I completely understand when I return back I wouldn't stay long before coming back here for my first mission ,

I chose to chase my dreams and I can't quit becuase I want to be a better person and a good fighter for my own demons and wherever I go .

After I was done with the few words , I felt my heart melting for some reason, I listed the date that I have written then went sleep dreaming of when I will be out of here ,

I didn't mention how hard it is nowdays for me to have a good sleep, I would sleep for two to three hours a day and would stay up for hours ,

It's unhealthy .. yea ! But it's for the best , I have to be sharp and get accustomed by everything that's around me ,

As usual , we woke up at 4am , I brushed my teeth and tied my hair after taking a bath and wear uniform to start the early warm up by jogging ,

We waited for the others to arrive and in time we were all settled on a parade on the field ,

The sargeant came and we greeted him , he instrucd as we started jogging while he singed and we followed back .

The clouds were changing into a blur colour of white .. we carried on jogging inspite the difference of the weather ,

The clouds were heavy, and any moment from now the rain will pour down like a waterfal, we did not dare comment in anything as we weren't allowed to do so ,

An hour later , the droplets of water started dropping on us, bit the sargeant did not bat a lash as he was on it instructing us to carry on running,

Droplets of water started and changed into rain soaking us , we ran despite that it was raining,

I am sure I am going to get a fleu or a cough after this , I murmured inside my head and kept on running and spitting out water now and then ,

Now , let's stop and get you some breakfast , The seargeant announced making me ran from the cold weather ,

Living in here , it's like living in the hell world and if you can't adopt the life them my friend you are all out , Being in the training you should have the willingness both mentally and physically to allow your whole body to cooperate with all the tortures that you are being incurred to pass on ,

When we entered inside the dining hall area , my eyes met another group of trainees and others who had a higher position than us walking here and there wet and not bothering that they were wet .

Guess , I have to act tough . I mumbled and walked to where the food is ,

Taking one large cup of hot tea , I took a plate and some bacon, beans and some vegetables were put in my plate ,

Weird .. I know , I mean who knew I would eat beans and vegetables in the morning, ? I guess it's like how the wise men said ;

" you may never know when life would change and what you need to do is embrace every moment like a champion . "

The moment when I turned , I almost dropped my plate and the hot tea down care lessly on my hand burning me when I bumped into a wall .

Shit !! I cursed and moved back balancing my posture wincing a little from the pain,

Watch where you are going, ? I head a voice that ran chills down my spine and I quickly looked up looking at the owner ,

My eyes widened , y'all ...

Infront of me is a man , a beautiful man who stood at 6'4 taller than my small 4'11 frame , my mouth gaped as I looked at his appearance . He is attractive and has a very well built body .

My lord, I was drooling forgetting that I had even burnt myself ,

Shit I cursed when there was a pitch silence that made me swallow the bitter lump on my throat and look away embarrassed ,

Way to go Katrina ,

I am sorry sir ! I apologized and went on my way but I couldn't help but look back at him again,

He, Coincidently looked at me too which made me look away quickly embarrassed ,

But why ?? Oh lord,

I didn't even feel how my heart is beating so fast ,

Ignoring the feeling, and the eyes people were giving me I took my seat at the far corner on my usual spot and started eating my breakfast only to wince out after feeling the part that burnt my hand ,

It's all becuase of my silliness .. I murmured and sighed touching the burnt part ,

Carrying on eating , I looked up to see everyone is doing the same making some little chats and all that ,

Sipping my tea , I saw Conrad coming on my way with a smug smile , I don't like This guy at all .. not like he is bad or anything but he annoys the hell out of me ,

Hello princess .. he cooes and smiled at me smugly ,

What do you want now Conrad , ?I ask taking a strand of my hair and put it back on my ear ,

Well it has been days since we have seen each other and talked , am I not allowed to come and see my Friend , ?

Looking at him annoyed , I pointed my finger and said you are no friend of mine you are forcing the friendship between us Conrad .

And I am glad I did , you are a hard rock that do not communicate with anybody especially if no one comes to you,

What are you made of , ? You don't even show a single ounce of emotions nowd-

Stop , and get out of here before I make you , I threatened banging lightly the table that I was on,

My life , emotions and everything has nothing to do with him !

Nothing ! Period !

No I won't until you --

Standing up annoyed i tackled him through his collar , do not ... Ever say a single word about me !! I gritted out out and left him stunned ,

He annoys the hell out of me and usually invades in my private space , last time I tried talking out with him but I think he doesn't understand .

Taking my plate and cup , I dumped everything out of spite in the bin and walked out not realizing that I was in a big trouble .

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