Mother

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I leave School straight away ,  to where I knew I would be safe.
My grandfather's house.
The man who raised me after my parents died.
It would take a few days , considering I wasn't using trains, busses or anything like that.

3 days later.
I arrived at my grandfather's house, but it wasn't how I remembered it.
It was destroyed.
The house was falling apart, I run into the house calling for my grandfather.
The death eaters did this, I heard on the radio that they were attacking random houses .
Attacking people who stood against them.
My grandfather was one of them.
I fall to my knees in disbelief, why can nothing be simple.

I look towards the floor and I see that the floor board had been cracked almost like someone had jumped on it to make it snap, my grandfather always said that if I need anything that it would always be in there.
I didn't know what he meant , but now I think I do.
He never let me when I was younger look under the floor board , he always said I had to wait for when something serious happens.
Well I think this is serious.
I pull the board up and I see some money along with a diary.
What the hell.
I open it and I gasp , I instantly recognise my mother's writing .
My chin wobbles , why did he keep this from me?

A tear rolls down my cheek and I stuff the diary  in my bag.
Walking to a near by cafe to get warmth and maybe food with the money he left me.
I sit down with a hot chocolate not feeling like eating at this exact moment.
I start to read it.

Dear diary ,
I've found out my pregnant.
I'm so excited! Me and Elijah can't wait , he's
Hoping for a  girl .
Me I don't care as long as it healthy!
Aw we just can't wait!
We will decorate the baby room all nice and we will be a happy family!
Being abled to celebrate birthdays and Christmas's together.
I'm nervous, but I think everyone is when they find out there pregnant for the first time?

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My tear falls on her writing and I look up to try get ahold of myself.

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Dear diary,
Me and Elijah have been talking about what will happen when our baby girl is born.
I can't stand with him anymore. The dark Lord.
I can't be a death eater.
It's not who I am, I was so lost but now I've found Elijah and my life is completely different.
I thought I had nothing when I joined the dark Lord but now I have a baby girl on the way.
I have to leave but I don't know how.
I never wanted this for my child, or me for that matter it just happened.

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Dear diary ,
I've talked to Dumbledore , it was horrible .
But surprisingly he was a nice man .
He offered me a place to stay , so I could get out.
Away from them horrible , inhumane people.
I need to get rid of this horrible mark on my arm.
I'm thinking about maybe burning it off.
I know it's possible, I've seen it be done before.

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Reading those words made my heart ache, she wasn't the person I thought she was.
But I still love her , she was scared in these moments and I felt for my mother.

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Dear diary,
I told Dumbledore about the Salazar slytherin locket .
The only one I know about.
It's a horcrux meaning it's one of the many parts of the dark Lord that need to be destroyed in order to kill him.
We are going to try and find it .
If we destroy it , we are one step closer to defeating him.
I drew him a drawing of it.
Lucky I loved art as a child.
I wonder if baby Y/n will like art when shes older?

I wonder if baby Y/n will like art when shes older?

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