I Hate You

~Twenty six~

You have finish cooking but Andy hasn't come out yet. You Sighed as you lean yourself on the counter, looking at your watch. You felt for him, this man lost his whole family yet he still stands up. 'Should I go in to check on him...' you thought. 'Ah fuck it' You walked into the bathroom to find him in the tub, muttering something while looking down. He looked completely loss in his thoughts. "Andy, dinner is ready" you say, interrupting him. He immediately looks at you and forces a small smile. You walk towards him and kneel behind him, rubbing his shoulders. Andy exhales deeply and swiftly brings his hands on top of yours. He looks up at you and you place a soft kiss on his lips. 

"Let me bath you" you whisper in a soft voice. He nods his head so you take the shampoo bottle and put some of it on your hands. You began running your hands through his hair, at the process of that he relaxed a bit and let himself dive down into your touch. "Y/N my sweetheart...I don't know what would be of me if you weren't around" Andy says. You wrap your arms around  his neck not caring that he was wet, "God Andy. I will always be here to take care of you" you mutter. He places a kiss on your cheek before you go back to work on his hair.

Once he was done, you help him get dress and then serve him dinner. "I am not the best cooker but also not the worst" you said, placing the bowl of soup in front of him. Andy takes a small sip while you stare at him and wait for his answer. "It's delicious sweetheart" A small smile formed from his lips. "Oh thank god" you giggle. You lean down on the counter and take Andy's hand, "I'm here for you" you say. Andy holds tightly your hand and presses a kiss on it. He didn't deserve an angel like you or so he thought so. And you...you didn't deserve a man like him.

"Go to sleep Andy bear" you coo. The new nickname made his heart flutter making hem nod his head like a puppy. "Can you stay?" he mutters. Your heart absolutely melted of the way he said it, "Of course I can. Let me finish washing the dishes while you go to bed. I will-" "No I prefer to wait for you" his soft was soft and husky. 

He stood behind you, watching as you wash the dishes and after you were done Andy takes your hand and leads you to his bedroom. You both get in bed and cover yourselves with the warm blankets. Both of you turn your bodies to one another's side and stare at each other. You put your arm over his back, hugging him tightly. Andy takes this as a chance to put both his arms around your small body and snuggles himself  into your body. He loved being the big spoon because of how small you were compared to him, but right now he preferred being the small one. Andy felt safe in your embrace, he felt safe knowing that you were here with him. He was going to protect you from this cruel world...

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You got to sleep better, your eyes awoken around 6 and you really wanted to pee but Andy had his arms around and you didn't want to wake him up. Gosh did he look like a  little boy hugging you like a teddy bear, as if there were a monster in the closet. You were glad you got to meet him. You felt like a hero trying to save someone live instead of taking it. 

A bit of time has flow and you really had to pee. You try snuggling yourself out of his arms but man did he had a tight grip around you. "Andy babe" you whisper in his ear. No budge, he was deeply asleep. "Andy" you whispered a little louder." Nope

Your hands slide down behind him, "Andy" you shout squeezing his ass. Boom he was awoke, "Wha? what's going on" he says. "I need to pee" you said. He does an oh face and lets you go and you rushed to the bathroom.  "You know you could have waken me up a different way instead of groping my ass" he chuckles when you came back. "I did but you weren't waking up" you smile, jumping back in bed. Andy brings your whole on top of him, "You M/N Y/L/N are the most prettiest person I've ever met" he says. You lay your chin on his chest and grin really widely. "You are the precious thing that God has sent to me." he mumbles. "The day I lost everything I...I blamed god. I blamed God for everything...I thought how could God be so cruel to me or if there really was a god." 

You look into his eyes as surprised about how he was opening up. "After the death of my son Jacob... Laurie my deceased wife she went on a rampage, escaped the hospital, stole a car but ended up into another accident causing her death" Andy stutters at the end. You stayed silence for a moment before you spoked up. "Your son Jacob did he really killed the kid" you mutter. You were afraid of what his reaction would be. "I don't even know, I really don't...but my heart tells me that he could never do such thing" he softly replies. "How was your life as a father" you ask. Andy lets out a small chuckle, "It was beautiful, every second of it was. Seeing them run around the halls, feeding them and sometimes end up with vomit all over you clothes. Hearing your kid call you daddy and saying how much they looove you sooo much" 

You giggled, "That really sounds beautiful. I always knew I wanted to have a family." Andy smiles down at you, "You will love it" he mutters before placing a soft peek on your lips. You smile at the thought of how right he was and how beautifully would it be to have a family with Andrew Stephen Barber...