💖Book Of Servamp Oneshots & Scenarios💖

💜Licht x reader💜

(Y/n)'s Pov

I met Licht two years ago, back when my best friend was still alive at the time.

He never really smiled, he always wore that angry look on his face.

As my friend and I spent more time with him he eventually started opening up and smiling around us a little more.

He even let us spend time with him and his pet hedgehog.

Who happened to be a vampire, well a servamp to be exact.

As time passed, I started loving everything about him.

And before I knew it I had fallen in love with him.

But I should have known it would have been pointless to have feelings for him and I would have been better off forgetting about him altogether.

My friend was in love with him as well and when they became a couple the only thing I could do was be happy for them.

Even if I was sad and wished I was the one who had ended up with him.

Yes, I was jealous, I admit that but...

I loved my friend just as much as I loved Licht, she was like a sister to me so there was no way I could ever dream of splitting the two of them apart.

I wanted the two of them to be happy together.

It was obvious I never stood a chance.

He was out of my reach now...

Eventually, Lawless took notice of this.

He approached me one day after I had stopped by to spend time with my friend and Licht. He somehow figured out that I actually had a crush on Licht.

" Why don't you try and steal him from her?" he asked.

I sighed, " As if I could do that, I just want the two of them to be happy."

He smiled, " In that case why don't you go out with me?"

" What? Why would I even consider that option?" I asked surprised by his question.

" Well, you seem to be at the point where you'd be with anyone just to not feel lonely," he replied.

I was silent for a moment, he was right I was lonely. But it would be a little strange to date someone I hardly knew anything about.

" It's not like you have anyone else in mind, besides I'm bored so it'll help me pass the time. What do you say?"

In the end, I accepted his proposal.

When I told (f/n) and Licht I couldn't help but laugh at their expressions. They seemed a little surprised but (f/n) was happy for me.

Whenever those two were together, Lawless and I would also accompany them, it was like a double date sort of thing.

I would watch the two of them walk around the park while I just sat next to Lawless.

Even though we were technically dating, he never hugged or kissed me.

He was just with me, he was just keeping me company, it didn't really bother me that he wasn't affectionate with me.

It was to be expected, after all, we didn't really have any sort of romantic feelings towards each other.

One day (f/n) asked me how things were going with Lawless, she thought he was being cold towards me.

If only you knew, I thought to myself.

A few months after I had last talked to her she had gotten into an accident. She was driving home from work when a drunk driver ran a red light and hit her car.

She died almost instantly.

Licht was traveling around the time this happened, so when he came back to visit I was the one who had to tell him the sad news. He was shocked when I told him then he started crying, I was just as upset as he was but I wasn't sure what I could do to comfort him.

I didn't want to see him like this, so I hugged him as we both cried together.....

Three years have passed since then and now Lawless was here in my bridal salon.

" Is there a reason you're here?" I asked, with an obvious hint of annoyance in my voice.

He smiled, " I just stopped by to see how you were doing."

I sighed, " I'm doing just fine, where's Licht? Are you sure you're ok with being this far away from him?"

" He's back at the hotel taking a nap, he'll be fine so there's no need to worry."

He's still the same as ever I see, I thought to myself.

" You on the other hand still seem pretty lonely, don't tell me you still have feelings for Licht."

" So what if I do? Is there a problem with that?" I asked.

" No, there isn't a problem really. I was just wondering if you're happy with how things turned out. I mean with your friend gone you might have a chance to be with Lich-tan."

" Of course I'm not happy, they should have been together and had a happy ending, instead he lost the person he loved and I lost my best friend," I said ignoring that other statement of his.

It was quiet for a few minutes after that........ then Lawless smiled and tried to hug me.

" Do you want to go out with me again?" he asked.

I pushed him back.

" I think I'll pass, you're terrible, once was enough."

" Aww, you're so mean," he whined.

I rolled my eyes, " Who's mean?

Lawless was about to speak but was cut short and was sent flying across the room.

I was a little taken aback when I saw Licht standing there, he was still the same as ever even after all this time. Although, from what I can remember I don't remember him being so violent towards Lawless. He looked really mad at Lawless for some reason, although, I didn't think Lawless did anything wrong by coming over to talk to me.

I was actually happy I was able to see him, except I wasn't sure what I could even say. I was surprised when Licht turned to me and suddenly came over to hug me. I was completely caught off guard by this and I wasn't sure what to do.

" It's been so long since I've last seen you, how have you been?" he asked once he let go of me.

I noticed he was smiling, he seemed genuinely happy to see me, I was glad he was actually smiling for once because as far as I knew he had stopped smiling ever since that day.

I smiled, " I know it's been almost three years since I've last seen you. Well, at the moment things are going great. What about you?"

We talked for a while, catching up and telling each other about the things that had happened in our life so far. Of course, the time came when he finally decided it was time to head home since he had to practice early the next morning.

As I watched him leave, I couldn't help but wonder if I could finally tell him how much I loved him but I was sure he wasn't over (f/n) yet.

I've waited this long, what's the harm in waiting just a little while longer?