I Still Do (bwwm) ᑕᗝᗰᑭᒪᗴ丅ᗴ

when i tried to forget about her

I knew I didn't have the right to ask about Taylor's love life, but after seeing that picture, I knew I wouldn't be able to let it go.

The smile that began to form on her face as she tilted her head threw me off, but nothing could prepare me for what she said.

"You really wanna know, Jay? Fine... yes, alright? From time to time, me and Keegan still mess around. Okay, is that what you wanted to hear?"

It felt like my stomach had been ripped out, like every organ in my body was shutting down as I clenched my jaw and flared my nostrils.

I could never handle the thought of Taylor being with someone else, but I knew I was the reason for all of it.

"Shut up, Tay."

"What, Jay? Did you seriously expect for me to be alone and heartbroken forever? Huh? Did you think you were the only one that got to move on?"

I knew she was right but I also knew that at this point, she was trying to push my buttons.

Taylor was the one person that could always get under my skin at the same time as completely stealing my attention.

She was born to drive me absolutely fucking insane.

"So you did move on then? You and Keegan really..."

I trailed off noticing her stall and I couldn't help but feel a little ego boost. No matter how much she wanted to deny it, I could always read Taylor just like a book and she knew it.

I smirked cockily and took a few steps towards her before leaning in a little, almost whispering in her ear.

"Well with the way you were screaming my name about an hour ago, that lets me know that he might be 'prettier' than me, but he's not better than me. Is he, Princess?"

Taylor cocked her head to the side and cut her eyes at me as she began to chuckle a little. She took a few steps back and eyed me up and down with a sarcastic smirk on her face.

"Wow, so we get a little kitty, and all of a sudden we turn into a cocky son of a bitch? Is that it, Jay?"
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"Well, I'm glad you finally texted me. I was starting to think you had forgotten about me."

I managed to muster up a smile while keeping my eyes on the road, but Lori kind of had a point.

I hadn't really thought about her since we hooked up and I don't even know why I hit her up in the first place.

Okay, that was a lie; I knew exactly why I texted her.

She was an easy distraction, and since the one girl I really wanted was with someone else, why not, right?

I couldn't have Taylor anymore, not since I screwed everything up, and this was my own selfish way of dealing with that.

"Just been a little busy. Don't think I forgot about you, gorgeous."

She flashed a bright smile before she reached over, running her hand up my thigh.

"Pull over right here."

I was dropping her off after our date and was just down the block from her house. I gave her a questioning look but pulled over and parked anyway.

Her hand continued on its journey, and I bit back a groan and shut my eyes when she began stroking me through my jeans.

"My brother's home for the weekend and he can be an ass."

Lori playfully bit her tongue before she unbuckled my jeans as well as unzipping them.

I unbuckled myself and lifted my hips to pull my jeans down a little, and as Lori released my cock from my boxers, she moaned in delight.

I laid back and guided her head down, shutting my eyes tight as Taylor's supple lips popped into my head.

"Fuck... don't stop."

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