Neighbours

Chapter 51 ~ Breakfast With The Becks

*Timeskip to the Sunday that they leave for school*

*With Dixie*

Charli: *walks into Dixies room* Dix, wake up

Dixie: *quickly wakes up* Its finally the day that i get to leave this place and not be close to him *smiles but it fades* Im not sure it thats what i want

Charli: I dont want you to leave us Dix

Dixie: I dont want to leave either but we can facetime everyday and i will be happier in a new surrounding Char

Charli: Ok and dont forget we are having breakfast at the Becks since its yours and Noahs last day here and everyone has gotten attached to you

Dixie: Can i skip?

Charli: No you cant, go get dressed *leaves*

*With the Becks*

Amy: *enters Noah room* Oh, you are already up and dressed

Noah: Yup, its possibly the last day that im going to be seeing her in my life so im excited even though i know that she wont speak to me

Amy: Atleasttry to make things better with Charli and Bryce, Heidi is ok with you still but Charli and Bryce are probably planning to kill you for breaking their sister heart

Noah: I know

*Heidi leaves*

Dixies Pov:

When Charli left my room, i got of my bed and did the same routine that i have set for everyday since my breakup. I wake up, scroll through insta for a while, sit on my couch and doubt my worth since he cheated on me, get a blade and lighter, cut my wrist and burn my thigh then freshen up and wear hoodies and sweats at all times. I know people may not agree to self harm but its the only way that i can get my brain to function after being cheated on. My wrist is filled with cuts, just now i may have to switch to the next hand and its only been about four days that im doing this routine and my thigh has a medium size cirle burn that i keep making worst and worst everyday but not by increasing the size, i burn the same spot all the time. I have never hurted this much after a break up before, infact i was never hurt after a breakup before but this one is different and other than speaking to someone about my feelings, i harm myself as it seems like the easiest option. I also stopped eating with my family, i woukd take my food upstiars with me to make them think that im eating but in reality, i have a bag under my bed that i throw the food into. I didnt tell any of our friends that we broke up. Noah and i have basically the same friends so im not sure if he told anyone but nobody seemed to know so thats good. After getting dressed, i went downstairs to my family

Heidi: *walks up to Dixie* I know that this will be hard for you to do today since we are going by the Becks but dont take him on ok?

Dixie: I will be fine mom *fake smiles*

Bryce: We know that how that is a fake smile Dix but we wont bother you about it, lets go

We all walked up to the Becks house and knocked. Charli and my mom infront and Bryce and i stood behind them when Tatum came and opened the door. Before greeting Charli, my mom or even Bryce, she walked towards me and hugged me, i hugged back even though i really didnt wish to since i want to end everything with this family. We walked in and they all sat at the table to have breakfast while i stood behind my moms chair, mainly because i didnt want to be here

Amy: Dixie, have a seat

Dixie: *hesitant but sits down* Hi *fake smiles*

*The seating arrangement:*