Neighbours

Chapter 93 ~ Get Better

Dixies Pov:

I woke up with a tear stained face and check my phone. Its already 3:23pm which means that i slept for about 4 hours straight. I wonder how is Noah doing? Did they check to see if he is ok or needs anything? I got up, washed my face in my face sink then went downstairs and no one is home. I hesitated for a while but finally gathered the courage and walked over to the Becks since i wont be at peace until i find out how Noah is doing. I entered the living room and stood behind the couch that Charli, Tatum and Mads are sitting on

Dixie: How is he?

Amy: We are not sure. After you left, he came downstairs and had a full-on breakdown infront everyone then he went back upstairs without saying anything

Dixie: So no one checked up on him?

Heidi: No. He said that he wants to be alone

Dixie: That is messed up on all of you guys part for not checking up on him!

I went upstairs and opened Noahs door but didnt see him. How did he manage to not lock his door and where is he? I pushed open the door a little nore and saw him sitting by the foot of the couch, with his head in his knees. I walked up to him, sat on the couch and rest a hand on his shoulder then he raised his head and looked at me, causing me to move my hand away from him

Noah: I cant live like this Dixie. I already lost Hailey, you and bean since i would only be allowed to see bean one day per week and now everyone is treating me as if im a murderer or criminal. This is the worst life ever and i just want to die so i can put an end to all my pain

Dixie: Dont say that. Death may put an end to your pain but it will bring pain to way more people and hurt even more. When you get better, you can see bean anytime that you want and maybe i will give you another chance but for now, instead of wishing for death, i want you to wish to get better. If you ever think about killing yourself, think about how bean will feel when he or she has to grow up without even knowing who their dad is

Noah: Why didnt you file a complaint of abuse against me or just disappear on me? Isnt that what people do to the person that abuses them?

Dixie: Yes but you are different. I know that you didnt mean to hurt me. I cant put you behind bars, that will be very wrong of me. I want to walk out of your kife and give you space though, but im not sure if i can trust your family to take care of you since they didnt even come to check up on you

Noah: But i deserve this treatment. Can you go please? The more that i see your face, the more that i feel more guilty for fucking up everything

Dixie: Take care of yourself Noah

I walked out the room and closed the door and my way out. I seriously cant trust these people to take care of Noah. He was just talking about how he wanted to die and none of them knows about that. God forbides but if Noah takes his life, then im right behind him. I walked into the living room and looked at everyone. Evem though this isnt the best christmas, it shouldnt have to be so sad

Dixie: Its already 4:02pm so at 6pm on the dot, everyone should be dressed in their chirstmas night outfit and meet me by the tree outside our house. Im not going to let down Charli since i already let down Noah

I walked back out of the house and back into my room where i searched through my closet for an outfit. I dont want to wear a jeans, sweatpants, hoodie or croptop. Im looking for a dress so i will be comfortable. After looking through my entire closet, i found a dress to wear