Neighbours

Chapter 73 ~ Butterflies

Dixies Pov:

Its now the next day. Noah and i had a pretty fun morning. We got up, ate breakfast together, showered seperately, laughed and shared jokes throughout the morning and got in a plane back to Los Angeles. Its 2:09pm and we are now outside his house, going to ring the doorbell and i feel a wave of emotions passing through me. Im happy that we are here to spend christmas with Noahs family. Im disappointed that my family was such a bitch to me last time we were here. Im sad that i dont get to spend chrismtas with my siblings and mom. Im scared that something bad may happen while we are here. I hate that all these emotions are consuming me. Noah pulled me closer to him by placing a hand on my waist and i also placed a hand around him. We didnt pack any bags since we have clothes and self care products here but i may have to go and meet my family so that i can get my face scrubs and clothes and stuff like that

Noah: Dix, are you with me?

Dixie: Yes?

Noah: Ok. You seemed lost for a while. How are you feeling to be here?

Dixie: Nervous. Can you press the doorbell so someone can open the door because i really need to sit down, im tired

Noah press the doorbell and the Becks immediately open it and allow us in then locks back the door. I guess Noah already told them that we would be here today. We all shared individual hugs with everyone then sat on the couches in the living room. Mr and Mrs. Beck sat on one couch with Tatum and Noah and I sat on the other. I scooted close to Noah and rest my head on his shoulder as he wraps one arms around the back of me

Amy: Its so nice to have you both back again

Tatum: Yeah. Its really hard dealing with Haileys death without having someone to talk to because mom and dad are always busy trying to organise for her funeral

I feel bad for Tatum. Noah bas been talking to me a little more about how he is feeling, Mr and Mrs. Beck have eachother but Tatum really had no one over here who she can speak to

Dixie: Im here now. You can always come to me and talk about it whenever you want

Noah: No. I rather you speak to me so Dixie wont stress herself out with whatever you have to say because she already had to listen to me everyday in the dorm

Dixie: It actually would be nice if you speak to Noah so in that way, both of you can heal together since its your sister that you guys lost

Tatum: Ok

Tim: How are you doing Dixie?

Dixie: Im doing ok. I have a wave of emotions allmost everyday and its really annoying

Amy: Yeah, pregnancy isnt as easy as movies makes it seem

Dixie: Tell me about it! Its exhausting

Noah, Tatum and Mr. Beck laughs then Noah plants a kiss on my head as its still on his shoulder

Noah: You never listen to me when i tell you to not to do any work to get you more tired so why are you complaining?

Dixie: Bec-

Tim: Amy was the same way. When she first got pregnant, which was with Hailey, she wanted to do her normal routine which includes work then complain how tired she was because she never listened to me to take a rest

Amy: Sitting and doing nothing is boring hence we want to do things around the house. Am i right Dixie?

Dixie: Mhm

I wonder if they told anyone about Haileys death? Did they tell any of her friends or even her boyfried? Her boyfriend deserves to know the most since they have been together for so many years