Neighbours

Chapter 85 ~ Emptiness

Dixies Pov:

Charli: You can take off your hoodie now that Madi isnt inside here with us, you know

Dixie: Im fine. I missed talking to you guys

Bryce: Didnt seem like you did downstairs when you didnt want to leave Noah

Dixie: Can we not?

Charli: Fine. Where do you plan on giving birth?

Dixie: I havent thought about that as yet. I want to give birth here because all of our family and Noahs family is here but i kind of also want to give birth in the Cambridge, Massachusetts since our school is there. Noah and i already missed about a week of school recently when we came last time so i dont want to miss plenty more

Bryce: And what does Noah think about it?

Dixie: I dont think that he has given it any thought

Charli: When your baby is born, will you spend less time with us?

Dixie: I dont know. I never took care of a baby to know how much time and energy they actually take away from you

Bryce: Why dont you drop out of school and come back home with us then? Charli and i miss you

Dixie: And i missed you guys alot as well but thats not how it works. I cant just drop out of school because we want to spend time with each other

Charli: Have i ever shown you chase?

Dixie: Chase, your boyfriend? No

Charli: Wellll, do you want to see him?

Dixie: Yes!

Just as Charli was about to pull up a picture of him on her ohone for me to see, my phone started ringing.......it was Noah. Im not mad at him for wanting him to spend time with Tatum because believe me, i want him to do that. Im mad at him for not even trying to understand the feeling that i have with me. I tried to avoid this emptiness feeling to hang out with Charli and Bryce but now that he is calling, it doesnt make it much easier. I answered his call and held the phone up so he can see my face. If only he knew how pissed i am at him before he called

•The call•

Noah: Bab-

Dixie: Why did you call? Get straight to the point

Noah: Im here with Tatum but i cant stop thinking about what happened downstairs

Dixie: I can help you stop thinking about it. Didnt you say that you didnt like how clingy i was downstairs? Well Mr. Noah Beck, im extremely sorry for wanting to be in you arms. Im sorry for not giving you, your space. Im sorry for making you think about what happened downstairs and make you loose time with Tatum. I am sorry but this isnt all my fault!

Noah: Dixie, you dont need to appologise, i do

Dixie: No you dont, Noah. If you dont understand my feelings, then dont appologise until you can because not only is that feeling back, but im also hurt to know that you dont understand me as much as we both thought you did

Noah: D-

Charli: Noah, Dixie is right this time. You were right when you said that we should have siblings time but you went wrong when you apparently told Dixie that you didnt like how clingy she was at that time? What kind of fucked up thing was that?

Tatum: They are correct Noah. Just yesterday you were abusing Dixie both physically and emotionally and throwing her on the floor. You shouldnt expect to be forgiven so easily again in the same day