Neighbours

Chapter 106 ~ Begging to Adopt

Dixies Pov:

Dixie: Noah!

Noah let go off me and turned me around to face him then held both my hands and looked in my eyes

Noah: Do you feel like you cant tell me things? Is there something that is making you hide whatever struggles you have been through, from me?

Dixie: Kisses pweasee

Noah let go of my hand and turned back around as he continued making the salad

Dixie: Baby?

Noah: Go spend time with our moms

Dixie: But what about a kissy and why did you turn around so quickly?

Noah: You dont fucking trust me Dixie! For being your boyfriend, i expected that my girlfriend would be able to trust me but its so clear that she doesnt and it hurts!

Dixie: Thats no-

He turned around, wiped his tears, ran into the living room and out the house. Im guessing that he is going to his home. I made him cry. I made Noah feel like i dont trust him. How do i tell him that im just afraid that his temper might rise again if he knows what went on? Maybe i do have some trust issues with him but thats soley because of his fucking temper

Amy: Shall we go upstairs now?

Heidi: Come one Dix, he will come back to you. Its how you guys relationship always work out

Charli: Im glad that he left her. He always had to put up with her nonsense so he should break up with her

Bryce: ENOUGH CHARLI!

Dixie: Lets go

Mrs. Beck, my mom and i entered my room and my mom closed the door. I sat on the bed, leaning up against the headboard, my mom sat next to me and Mrs. Beck sat on the couch because she claims that i should not be clustered

Noahs Pov:

Why did i run out of the house like that....especially infront of Dixie? I know how messed up her mental health is now and thats what i would do? Im currently on my bed, covered up, with music playing. What dont she trust me anymore? I want Dixie, i really do, but not right now. I know that keeping up with Dixie is a pain in the ass but i love it at times and then the other times......it hurts me. She isnt a difficult person, she is just complicated and thats totally fine because of all that bullshit she have been through. Maybe she is a complicated girlfriend to deal with but i know for sure that she is going to be the best mom ever. She isnt always the best daughter. She argues with her mom for minor things and i usually see the hurt in Mrs. D'Amelio eyes but Dixie has been fighting so many battles growing up that she doesnt even realise when she is being a little too harsh. Mrs. D'Amelio doesnt mind it though, she told me that she is happy that Dixie vents her anger on her rather than someone else. I got off my bed, opened my window and saw Dixie and our moms in her room. I hesitated but knocked on her window. She got up, opened her window and looked at me

Dixie: Bubba

Noah: I love you babygirl

Dixie: Im sorry

Noah: There is nothing for you to be sorry about. Im sorry for running out like that

Dixie: Come and cuddle with me and we can still have our moms in the room with us tonight

Noah: Im not going to take away your time from them

Dixie: Please?

Noah: Anwer me first. Why dont you trust me? I get that i hurt you numerous times but baby.......i swear on my life that i wont ever hurt you again; physically and emotionally