Neighbours

Chapter 70 ~ Insecurities

*Dixie and Noah are now in the car, puling out of the parking lot of the dorm*

Dixies Pov:

After telling Noah that i will get a councilor to speak to, everything seems much better. I convinced him to let out his emotions and he did. He cried on my lap for about 20 to 25 minutes while i rubbed his head. He talked about how much he misses Hailey and how he hates how my family is treating me. We obviously didnt leave the dorm at 1pm, its currently 2:01pm and we are now turning out of the street that our dorm is located in. Im not waring my seatbelt, i just have it under my thigh as i always do

Noah: Babygirl?

Dixie: Mmh?

Noah: Do you like this car for our future? Is it comfortable?

Dixie: Very. Isnt this your dads car from home though?

Noah: Yes. He wanted to buy me a car but i refused so he signed this car in my name and bought another one for himself

Dixie: No wonder this seat is a bit discoloured

Noah: Wha-. Oh yeah. I tried to clean it out properly that day but i guess your juices just love this car

Not going to lie, that made both of us start laughing. I know i told him that im not ready for a sexual relationship as yet, but maybe i am. Not for the sex though, i miss us showering together and him washing my hair. I miss us relaxing in the bathtub when i needed to relax my mind

Dixie: I guess it did

Noah: You are a cutie Dix

Dixie: Noah, i miss your family

Noah: Suddenly? Is everything ok? We saw them just yesterday

Dixie: I dont have anyone but you guys to speak about my pregnancy with; the cravings, mood swings and even tiredness. I want someone to be able to speak to about these things and your mom is the only person i have to speak to about it. Its hard being pregnant and not having anyone to share their experiences with me so i will know what to expect further on

Noah: Christmas break is after next week so we will go by them ok? They will be more than happy to have us, especially you for the holiday

Dixie: I cant. My family is right nextdoor and im not ready to go through that pain of having to see them but cant speak to them since they always lash out on me

Noah: We will figure it out

Dixie: We already figured it out. Im staying in the dorm and you will go and spend christmas with your family. Its final!

Noah: Things dont work like that Dixie! Its only final if both of us agree on it and i didnt

Dixie: Dont you lo-

Our baby just kicked!! For the first time! I never, in my life, moved my hand so fast. My hand quickly moved from my lap to my stomach when i felt the kick. I looked up at Noah and see him focused on the road

Dixie: Our baby just kicked Noah, for the first time

Noahs eyes immediately landed on mines. He placed one of his hand on my stomach with the other still on the stairing wheel as he is driving then continued looking at the road

Noah: I missed it

Dixie: I will tell you when our bean kicks again so you will feel it

He moved his hand from my stomach and placed it back on his lap. I wonder why he doesnt place it on my thigh? Would it make things wierd if i ask him to? I shouldnt. Im not sure how i will feel if he does it