Neighbours

Chapter 111 ~ Not Understanding

Noahs Pov:

Dixie and i freshened up and is now in our room. She is combing her hair and im on the bed, waiting for her to finish. This morning didnt have the best start at all. Marc basically pinned a responsibility on Dix and i that he knows she wont be able to turn down. Im not angry that we have to adopt Dixies step sister; Im angry that Marc chose us to do it. It really wont be easy to take care of two babies at the same time but i cant let Dixie loose hope. It may be a little difficult to treat bean and her step sister the same but we will try our best. Does she even want her to call her mom or by her name? Just as Dixie finished doing her hair, we grabbed our phones, wallets and keys and drove off

Noah: Can i ask you something?

Dixie: Mhm?

Noah: Do you want your half sister to call you mom or by your name?

Dixie: Im not her mom, Noah but if she calls me Dixie then our family will get suspicious

Noah: You will need to make your decision before we get her

Dixie: Why cant Marc own up to his actions and take her?

Noah: I dont know baby

Dixie: I dont want bean to feel left out in anything that we do or jealous because we are adopting a baby. We dont know how bean will react when he or she finds out that we adopted a baby

Noah: We have to think positive in this situation

Dixie: I dont think im ready to have two babies at once Noah. We need to adopt her because i will hate myself for life if she ends up in an orphanage but im not mentally ready for two babies right now

Noah: How about this; I will take care of your half sister and we will both take care of bean so in that way, you will only have to worry about one baby

Dixie: No, its not fair to you. I will feel guilty for you having to do that

Just as Dixie said that, her phone started ringing. She picked it up, watched the name then turned the phone, for me to see; It was Marc. Why is he facetiming Dixie?

Noah: Turn back the phone to you, answer him and see what he wants

Dixie: Park one side and when i end the call then you will start back driving. I need to hold your hand for comfort while speaking to him

Noah: You can do it with holding my one free hand, baby. I need to get you sine breakfast and milk

Dixie: I cant Noah. My anxiety wont allow me to do that. I need both your hands, touching me

Noah: Ok, im parking up here, answer it

Noah parked up the car and i answered the facetime. I held one of his hand and he rest his other hand behind my head, playing with my hair

•The facetime•

Marc: You didnt respond to me

Dixie: I-Im adopting her

Marc: I knew it. Thanks

Noah: You know, you are a real jerk. Did you even think about how Dixie and i are going to take care of two babies at once, while we are still teens? No, you didnt but you pinned your responsibility on your daughter that you abused

Dixie: Noa-

Noah: No, let me talk. Dixie just said that she isnt mentally ready for two babies but you dont care, do you? All you know and care is that you dont have to take care of a baby now and your wife and two children wont leave your ass

Marc: If you have a problem then, LET THE FUCKING CHILD GO UP FOR ADOPTION. I dont care!!

Noah: You also knew that when you tell Dixie, she wont be able to let the baby go up for adoption. You are so fucking lucky im not in the same state as you because only god would be able to help you

Dixie: Noah, dont pass threats

Noah: You dont even know how badly i want to kill this motherfucker. I have all this built up hatred against him for hurting you so much and now he just wants to use us so he will be 'safe'

Marc: Come kill me then. We will see who ends up dead first. A weak ass 16 year old or a grown man

Noah: Im giving you up to this afternoon at 5pm to tell the truth to everyone or else i will find myself down there, and kill your ass

Marc: You wont make it out alive kid. I have friends that will love to help me kill you and have fun with your girlfriend

Noah: You are too much of a pussy to kill and no one ia allowed to touch my girl......NO-ONE!!

Marc: Dare me then. I will leave your head unattached, in the room where everyone is using your gifriend as a toy

Dixie: STOP IT! YOU ARE FUCKING DISGUSTING

Dixie ended the call and held one of my hand tightly, as i still played with her hair. Its obvious that she is scared. If i had shut my fucking mouth, she wouldnt be but she needs to stop letting Marc feel she is weak

Dixie: Dont go anywhere to kill anyone. I need you Noah, dont you get that? What if he hurts you? Believe it or not, he does have crazy friends. I cant bare to see a small scratch on your body, what will happen if he hurts you way more or god forbides, he actually kills you. Please dont put me through that kind of pain.....im begging you

Noah: Marc deserves to be killed Dixie. It hurts me to see how much bullshit you have to put up with, just because you are afriad of him. Im with you. You shouldnt be afraid when im here because im here to protect you

Dixie: You are not understanding me Noah. He and his friends can gang up on you and kill you. Do you want me to be a single mom if that happens? I will slip back into depression Noah......i know it. I know that im alot to deal with........i know that you get tired of me sometimes but dont tell me anything......i know that i annoy you at times but i really care for you. I dont do those things to gain attention from you or sympathy........i dont want you to fight someone because they hurt me. Thats not you Noah and it will never be you

Noah: I agree that there are times that i feel overwhelmed by you and its ok because i love when you are near me so i dont care. I agree that its not like me to go and kill someone if they hurt you but you need to get this in your head........I can turn into the most heartless person if someone hurts you on numerous occassions and Marc did it once too many times

Dixie: Please just continue driving. I cant listen to any of this nonsense anymore

Noah: No, i need you to get what im saying. Dixie.....baby.....he hurt you. He does is deliberately. I cant tolerate him anymore baby. If someone hates you or hurts you, they are my worst enemy. I want to drag Marc by his collar, tie him to the bag of my car, take of his shoes and drive at full speed to the police station. I want him to be in pain. I know it wont be as much pain as he put you through but its better than nothing and i hope one day i cant beat the shit out of him for all wht he did to my girlfriend

Dixie: He is my dad Noah. I dont love him but i grew up with him so i will feel different if you, my boyfriend, kills Marc. It will feel wrong

Noah: I wont kill him but i will give him what he deserves. I wont ever do anything that you dont want me to do. I love you with everything in me, ok?

Dixie: I love you too but i dont want you to be involved in fights

Noah: Well thats literally impossible since your father keeps hurting you

Dixie: Can we just go get food. I dont want to talk about you being in a fight or planning to be in one. I absolutely hate this topic

Noah: I get that you hate it but you arent understanding my point. Dixie, you are my life. Without you, im nothing so how could i be ok with Marc hurting you? When you are hurt, im hurt and im sure bean feels when you are hurt also. I wont fight Marc but i can drag him to the police station and get his ass jailed for everything he did. If im being honest with you; Just like you are not mentally ready for 2 babies at once, im also not mentally prepared for it. Its going to be fucking hard for us to take care of 2 kids without having any kind of major practice

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