Neighbours

Chapter 77 ~ We need to talk

Noahs Pov:

I woke up this morning with a serious headache and Dixie isnt next to me in bed. How could i treat a female so? Especially when its Dixie. I love her so god damn much. I took out my fraustration on her and i hurt her. I wonder where is she now? I got up and checked everyones room and they are all still sleeping but i cant find Dixie. I entered the living room and saw her asleep by the doorframe, with the door open. When i walked up to her and stooped down, she was freezing. Why didnt they give her a blanket and pillow last night? As i tried to lift her up, she woke up and pushed my hands away from her......i get it, she is scared of me

Dixies Pov:

I woke up, freezing, to the touch of Noah trying to pick me up. What does he want from me now? Didnt he hurt me enough yesterday? I pushed his hand away and looked at him, but not in his eyes

Dixie: Dont you dare fucking touch me

Noah: Dixie, im sorry. You need to hear me out before you end whatever we have

Dixie: Why should i Noah? You hurt me physically and emotionally yesterday. Im a brat, arent i? So leave the brat alone!

Noah sat down on the other side of the doorframe and looked at me

Noah: Its hard to deal with. Hailey recently died, we are welcoming our baby in this world in a couple of months, your family not treating you properly, Tatum having to deal with Haileys death by herself all the time and everyone going to celebrate christmas and it just feels like they forget about Hailey sometimes

Dixie: So you abuse me for th-

Noah: Dix-

Dixie: No let me finish. You claim to care for me and bean but hurt us? Even if you didnt care about me yesterday, what about bean? You pushed me onto the floor and my stomach hit the floor and was paining for a while. You didnt care about me nor bean yesterday!

Noah: Please believe me, im sorry baby

Dixie: Dont 'baby' me until i want you to, if i even want us to happen again

Noah: Y-You dont want us to be together anymore?

Dixie: I dont know Noah. You need to remember that you hurt me twice so its hard for me to decide if i really want to be with you

Noah: Just know, i will be waiting for when you make up your mind

Dixie: Mk

Noah: Can we still be friends?

Dixie: Noah, i dont want to hurt your feelings because i really love you but i want to be away from you for a while so i can decide

Noah: Where will you go?

Dixie: To my home or get a hotel room for myself

Noah: Why dont you stay here and let me go to a hotel until you make up your mind?

Dixie: No. Tomorrow i have a check up for bean if you care enough for us to come to it

Noah: I will come. I want to come. I care for both of you so much, i dont know why i let out all of my fraustration on you

Dixie: I just hope that it wont happen again because i cant handle being abused. You reminded me of Marc yesterday and it hurts

Noah: Im sorry

Noah got up and walked back upstairs and i just sat right there, staring outside. Noah does have alot going on but he shouldnt have hit me, right? He worries too much. He shouldnt be worried about my family not being fair to me, he should be happy that we are welcoming our bean in a few months and he should have talked to his family about celebrating christmas right after Hailey passed away which i think is wrong of them to do. I got up, walked up to Noahs room, knocked on the door, opened it and standed by the doorway

Dixke: Am i allowed to enter here?

Noah: You dont need to ask. Its also your room

I walked over to Noah who is sitting on the couch and sat on his lap facing him........Well barely, im basically sitting on his knees becuase of my baby bump. I held his cheeks with both my hands and he wrapped his arms around my waist to prevent me from falling then i kissed him. Maybe i shouldnt have forgiven him so quickly and easily but its Noah, i dont wish to stay mad at him for too long since i know that he is suffering alot. When we pulled away from the kiss, Noah kisses my pregnancy bump then we looked into each other eyes

Noah: Im forgiven so quickly?

Dixie: Mhm

Noah: Did you think it over and over that you want to forgive me for abusing you because i dont want anything to be wierd between us if we are getting back into this

Dixie: I thought alot about it. You had your reason; though you shouldnt have abused me, i understand that you needed someone or something to lash out on

Noah: Im and ass. Thank you for forgiving me babygirl

Dixie: It was my pleasure. What time is it?

Noah picked up his phone from the couch and checked it then rest it back on the couch since my phone is on the nightstand from last night

Noah: 6:18am. Do you want to take a nap since it is still so early?

Dixie: No, bean needs food now

Noah: Did you eat the subway last night?

Dixie: No, i couldnt

Noah: Um ok. I placed your fruit bowl in the refridgerator last night, should we go get it?

Dixie: Mhm

I got up then Noah got up and picked me up in bridal style and carried me down to the kichen. He placed me on the kitchen counter, took out the fruitbowl, got a fork then stood between my legs

Dixie: You look hot on mornings

Noah: Only on mornings? Well i should tell you that you look both beautiful and scrumptious 24/7

Dixie: Why thank you handsome. You look hot at all times but in the morning before your freshen up.......thats a different type of hot

Noah opened the fruit bowl and placed a peice of apple in my mouth. He kept feeding me until the bowl was empty then just as he rests the bowl on the counter next to me, the Becks entered the kitchen. Noah stayed where he was and looked at me but i looked at them. What will they think of me now? Will they think that im a whore since i forgave Noah so easily? Will they also be able to forgive him easily?

Dixie: Morning

Amy: Is he harming you Dixie?

Dixie: No. I forgave him. He has alot on his mind and needed someone or something to lash out on and sadly that person was me

Tim: I love you son but i dont think Dixie should have forgave you so easily

Noah: I told her the same thing. Im sorry for making you all worry yesterday. I swear, i will never become so violent again

I held one of Noahs arm and held onto his t-shirt with my other hand then pulled him more closer to me and gave him a forehead kiss. Noah similed then we both returned our attention to everyone

Dixie: After everyone has breakfast, we need to talk

Amy: About?

Dixie: We need to work out a few things so can you guys go and eat then we will speak?

Tatum: This better be important because im still sleepy

Everyone, including Noah, had breakfast then we all freshened up and met in the living room. I wore one of Noahs hoodie with a shorts and he wore a sweatpants and hoodie. Tatum had a couch for herself, Mr. And Mr. Beck shared a couch and so did Noah and i. Noah placed a hand around me and i layed my head onto his shoulder

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