Desire

Reflection

I wake up at 12pm.
I slept in pretty much the whole morning.
I was up until 6 so I guess it isn't to bad.
I grab my phone as I scroll through it.
I see like 20 texts from Sarah and 10 miss calls what the hell?
She left a voicemail so I listen to it.
'Rafe got arrested something to do with coke and I don't know what to do Dads going to
kill hi-' the voicemail cuts out and I quickly get up changing as fast as I can before getting in my dads car driving to the sheriff station.
I pull up to see Sarah outside the station with Wheezie.
"Sarah?!" I shout as I slam the door shut she instantly runs towards me.
"Kat- I didn't think you'd come-"
"You ok? Is he still inside?"
"Yeah I'm fine but Ward just got here" I nod as I walk towards the station.

That's when Sarah grabs me.
"You can't go in there-" I knew she was right but I couldn't help but feel mad that she just grabbed me .
After seeing Rafe last night and the state he was in-
I could only imagine what Ward is going to do next.
"How long do we have to wait?" I look at Wheez who looks like she'd been crying.
"Only a little longer" I bend down hugging the girl as she cries into my shoulder.
"Sarah!" I look up to see the pouges running towards us.
"You ok babe?" Jb hugs Sarah as kie, JJ and Pope look at me awkwardly.
"Yeah I'm ok I just-" Sarah couldn't get the words out as I turn taking wheezies hand.
"Let's get you some water?" I notice that the girl looked very hot and there was a shop near by.
It didn't even take us 5 minutes to get the water and be back outside the station.
"Kat can I just say-" I notice Kie trying to talk to me.
"Shit he's out- Sarah!" I shout as I see Rafe walking out with Ward.
Wheezie , Sarah and the rest of the pouges run towards him.
I do the same as I stop dead in front of him.
Our eyes meeting before Wheezie jumps into Rafe's arms.
"Hey you ok?" He asks the girl as she cries.
"Get in the car" Ward orders Rafe as he puts Wheezie down.

I instantly make eye contact with Sarah , we both knew that Rafe was going to get punished in one way or another.
"Get in the car Sarah, wheez" they do as he says getting in the car.
We all watch as the Cameron's drive off towards there house.
"Shit" I whisper before turning to get in my car to follow.
"Kat- I'm sorry and I miss you-" Kie runs up to the car also.
"I've gotta go Kie I'll see you later" I quickly jump in as I drive towards the house.
I pull up to see Rafe storming out the house, his nose was bleeding.
"Rafe-?" I jump out the car but he totally ignores me.
"Rafe!" I watch as he gets in my dads car waiting for me to join him.
I huff as I get in the passenger seat.
He quickly reversed, making the stones flick up and the tires screech.
"Rafe slow down- what happened!" I notice him speeding as we take the back roads.
The back roads which always were dead.
"Rafe please slow down!" I warn again but he was seeing red, he didn't even acknowledge me.

"Rafe!" I scream as we nearly hit another car that came round the corner.
He stops the car with a hult as I fly forward nearly hitting the radio , Rafe swings his arm out to make sure I didn't connect with it.
He was breathing very heavily that's when he starts to hit the steering wheel.
"Fuck!" He shouts as he hit the wheel one last time.
"Calm down Rafe!-" his head snaps towards me and he laughs.
"Why -why should I?!"

"Because your scaring me!" I shout back at his grin.
"I bet your so fucking happy right now! You were right! Something fucked up happened because I went with Barry! You happy!" I gulp as I watch him lose his mind.
"No I'm not fucking happy you nearly fucking killed us!" I get out the car feeling safer with my feet on the ground.
"Your such a fucking mess! You need help!" I shout as he follows my actions, also stepping out of the car.
"Funny because last time I checked that's what your friends called you!"
He is such a fucking prick.
"They said that behind my back to hurt me! I'm saying it to your face because it's true Rafe! You need help!" I plead as he chuckles darkly .
"I don't need anything or anybody I especially don't need you!"
"What happened last night! When you left what happened!"
He slams the car door shut before leaning his head on the roof.
"Like you care-"
"What happened!" I demand again.
"He set me up! He fucking left me as the cops turned up he fucking saved him self!"
"Were you High? When they arrested you?"
"Of course I fucking was that's why it took so long to get me out"