Desire

Not a big deal.

Kats POV.
I roll over finding that Rafe was no longer with me cuddling in bed.
I check the time on my phone that was led on the bedside table.
8am.
It was early. Really early.
I had a day off from college today, I'd finished my assignments for the week.
I get up, walking downstairs, maybe Rafe was up already having breakfast?

I look around downstairs but he wasn't in.
He really ditched me off- in his own house?
I grab some orange juice and toast.
Sitting down on the counter top alone. Well this was depressing.
Half an hour passes by.
That's when the front door opens, Rafe comes walking in, sweat dripping down his abs, he wore running shorts and headphones.

"Morning" I click my tongue as I speak, my eyes narrowing as I observed him.
He nods with a white person smile, like I was some stranger on the street.
He took a sip out of his water bottle before going on his phone.
He couldn't be serious-
"Where'd you go?" I ask flatly, no expression was displayed on my face.
"I went for a run" he spoke bluntly not even looking at me.

"Was I meant to get up and leave?" I scoff with a sarcastic tone.
He shrugged "do what you want but you need to be out of here by 12, I've got some friends coming round" wow. This mother fucker- I'm not some prostitute that you can just kick out after you've had your fun.

"Did you regret last night?" I fold my arms over my chest finding myself growing more angry by his cold behaviour.
"No why would I?" He finally looked at me, still not looking like he cared one bit.
"Well your acting like you do" I shake my head walking past him, putting my plate in the sink.

"We fucked, it was nice, I don't think we should make a big thing out of it" he frowned his eyebrows almost not understanding where I'm coming from.
"Do you regret sleeping with me because of what I said last night?" I look at him deadly seriously.
"No? But just because you said it, Doesn't mean I need to make you my girlfriend or anything, it was just a fuck?" He shrugged again and I could've hit him with the plate in the sink.

"Right" I laugh in disbelief, I walk back the way I came going towards the dryer.
His eyes follow me across the kitchen.
I feel his presence behind me, I turn seeing him stood in the doorway against the frame.
I open the dryer getting out my underwear, taking his off replacing it with my own.
I then took off his long sleeve top, leaving my bare back naked for him to see.
I bent down picking up my top and jeans, putting them on quickly.

"Have fun with your friends" I walk past, pushing his clothes that I wore last night into his chest.
"What's got you in a mood then?" Rafe turned back following me to his front door.
"Nothing" I state trying to open the door, he steps in front of me stopping me from leaving.
"Your mad because I don't think what happened last night is a big deal?" He raised his brows questioning me.
"It doesn't matter, it won't happen again" I fold my arms and he chuckled.

"I've heard that before" he smirked down at me and I laugh.
"There was a reason why I didn't go with you months ago- i'm serious this won't happen again now move" I huff in annoyance, he shook his head.
"Oh so now you want to talk about it?, I asked you months ago if you wanted to leave with me and you said no- you said that it wasn't worth it! That I-" he stopped himself before he went on.
"That I wasn't worth it" he sucked on his teeth and I sigh.

"You also asked me to choose you over my friends! I'm sick of having to choose you. Having to make excuses for your bad behaviour! For defending you against my friends! For having to forgive you over and over again!" I raised my voice slightly, he wasn't being fair.
"That's exactly why- last night was nothing. We aren't meant for each other, if you hate me so much then don't speak to me! We were a mistake that should've never happened" he fired back harshly.

"Your mad at me for not wanting to make a big deal out of what happened last night, when you were the one who didn't want to come with me! You can't expect me to- you can't have it both ways" he sniffed stepping to the side giving me access to the door.
"You make out that you did nothing wrong that night!! I covered for you! I'm sorry if I didn't want to leave with you after you beat up my friends!!" I shove on the door storming out of his house.